I Don’t Know At This Point - Blog Posts

ya’ll it was my first day in high school and

i am, quite literally, cooked.

you wanna know why(at least one reason anyways, I haven’t been to all my classes yet as of writing this)?

because for PE/gym(i have health next semester), what equals as test grades… is FUCKIN PACER TESTS EACH DAMN MONTH. AND THE AVERAGE/MAX INCREASES BY TEN WHOLE LAPS EVERY DAMN MONTH.

IM NOT FUCKING BUILT FOR THAT SHIT… LIKE… NOT IN A “ugghhhh, I don’t wanna run that much n shit” WAY. I MEAN IN A “if I have to run A LOT(which the first average/max for girls in the class is 21.. and I can’t even do that), at some point im probably gonna FUCKING PASS OUT if im not physically forced(as in my muscles start to literally scream in pain at me) to stop”.

so yeah, THANKS HIGH SCHOOL, MY MENTAL HEALTH IS DEFINITELY GONNA BE OKAY.

(..also, i know you may question if im physically healthy, but in a polite way… that ain’t your business. even physically healthy people can have shit stamina n whatever- I think so anyways, i don’t fuckin know. /nm, im just *v e r y* pissed off rn)