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everyday i have to remember im doing this for him it keeps me going
i just want a thigh gap 😢
does anyone know some workouts that will help me lose weight and not gain any muscle??
i ate 1800 calories today. i literally want to die😕
Okay so I just binged on kfc and a donut, it was 546 cals for the tenders and 300 cals for the donut. I’m literally so dead and want to kms. I purged it but still feel like absolute shit with a total of 1107 calories in total today.
I need to die, I am sick of this cycle.
After a month at being stuck at 72kg I’ve finally hit 70kg weighing in at 70.45kg (155lbs) this morning
Egh I’ve hit a plateau and keep jumping around the 72kg mark and it’s making me want to kms
Ugh I need to lose weight as quickly as possible, I’m currently on the fix it fast diet (pictured below) day 3 but I’ve barely lost anything so far.
!!!Any tips are helpful!!!
Anyways,
I have a blood test today and I am terrified of the results but also hope that it’s starting to show my hard work (yes ik that’s sick but still I want to be as sick as possible). I take so many vitamins it’s ridiculous!
Stay safe and comment tips(╹◡╹)♡
Stats - Active 7/22
I DO NOT ENCOURAGE STARVING, PURGING, PROANA OR ANYTHING THIS IS A COPING TOOL
GW1 ~ 80kg/176lbs -🔓New shirt
78kg/171lbs -🔓
74kg/163lbs -🔓
GW2 ~70kg/154lbs - 🔓Waist beads
68kg/150lbs - 🔓
GW3 ~ 65kg/143lbs - 🔒Brandname pants
62kg/136lbs - 🔒
58kg/127lbs - 🔒
UGW~ 55kg/120lbs - 🔒Dunno yet
A little about me
Ive had an Ed since I was 8 unfortunately and it went from BED to ANA with b/p subtype since then
I fast as long as I can as eating nothing is easier than eating a little, the longest being 127 hours (6 days). Whenever I eat something I purge it regardless of it being a binge or not, I’ve been trying not to but it’s really hard to sit with the feeling.
Feel free to bully me with meanspo, sweetspo and whatever