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ONCE AGAIN UNDER THE MISTLETOE ⋆ 전정국
𓂃˖ ࣪⊹ in which . . prince!jk and princess!oc are gifted with a deluge of adversities. in what was expected to be a day of joy, will they find happiness again? the one that was lost in a mirage a year ago?
words, 2.3k filter, @ lovelogs on polarr,, thank you! love diaries, music rec for once again under the mistletoe — "happiness is a butterfly" — lana del ray [specifically for the last part], "i love you" — billie eilish
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Winter came anew, snow spread all over like a soft white blanket, a few pellets here and there. You walked out of the palace, draped in layers of clothing which wrapped warmth around, as you walked down the imperial staircase decorated royally with different kinds of fairy lighting and small baubles stuck onto the handrail. Elegant and festive air engulfed the palace atmosphere. As you waltz to the extravagant Jeonju palace hall, you see workers hurrying, walking hither-thither in order to get the big Christmas tree decorated. Like the friendly woman you are, you greet each one of them as they serve a bow to you. A slow smile lines on your lips while you make your way to the door and out into the palace garden covered in layers of snow.
The kingdom of Jeonju preparing for Christmas is arduous.
They say, all princesses are happy, for they have everything they want. No struggles and zero distress. But a princess, beyond the shimmery crown, harbors a soul.. Breathes the same air as everyone irrespectively.
Your life was complete, in the eyes of a commoner. Jewelry, innumerable dresses, people to cater to basic needs, everything.
You were surely grateful, but a constant void colored in the outlines of your mind, enhancing its emptiness.
The scent of winter was apparent, air turned more frigid as you clutched the clothes draped around you, pressing them more onto your skin as a shield, before sitting down on the bench amidst the green and white expanse of the palace garden.
Numerous thoughts smoothly slide into your mind watching the snow decorate the bushes and trees. Sparing a soft glance at your left hand, your other hand slightly caresses the shining diamond ring encircling the ring finger.
A promise ring. Defining your love for one another, signifying that your heart belongs to him and only him. Jeon Jungkook. He is the only man you have in your heart and secure your love for.
Jeonju’s deemed enemy, the prince of Busan.
[ Previous Christmas : A year ago ]
Tip-toeing through the silent hallway of your palace at night with only minutes left for the clock to strike twelve was— peculiar. Especially for a Princess who was forbidden to step foot out of the palace without umpteen bodyguards clearing her way.
You were always kept away even from normal experiences. No public interactions, no relationships to cherish, nothing.
Just because your dad, the King of Jeonju, feared his rivals, he kept you indoors shut out from all danger.
Standing to a side, finding space behind the statue of some revered ancestor, your breaths fogged up the smoothly maintained bronze surface of the rigid man’s metal torso— the cold air dominating.
You look around, silently scrambling to the nearest exit in a flash.
Save?
The jolly air of the palace backyard facing the town hit so vividly, the Christmas cheer already highlighting each of the houses— which were only miniature structures visible from your current position.
The previous day, you heard the maidens in the palace talking about a Christmas ball that was being held in the kingdom of Busan. Yes, you knew they were cut-throat enemies of Jeonju. But, you cared less, and decided to take part in it.
Discreetly.
It was a task, really, but convincing Soojin— your personal handmaiden— to lend you one of her unused dresses and accessories was quite easy.
Step 1, check.
Now you stand near the stables, whistling to Ira, your best friend, partner in crime.
Ira gallops in glee, however you could sense the tired whine she lets out the moment you feed her— boosting up energy for the adventurous night ahead— the way to Busan, now your red carpet to freedom.
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Slowly walking through the wide hall— where several people were huddled up enjoying their time with their dance partners as a melodious Christmas tune was being enunciated by the royal band—you smiled heartily after a long time seeing everyone forget war and crime, just dancing to their heart’s content.
Soon, you were pulled further into the crowd softly, and looking up, you found a pair of very familiar doe eyes boring into yours.
“I knew you'd come.” He whispered, leaning towards your ear, hearing his voice after the longest time sent shivers down your spine. You’ve been close to only one person in your whole life, and he is the one who stood before you, hands circling around your waist, holding you against him.
Before the Kingdoms got into war, you both were best friends. He was a necessity like morning coffee, unwavering partner in most childhood shenanigans— and maybe just maybe, yours.
Both of you knew, for lifetime, that you're meant to be eachothers'. It wasn't required to be put in long words,
You just knew.
In fact, Busan and Jeonju weren’t enemies until the war that wreaked havoc all around the place. From then, you never got to meet him.
The kingdoms separated, cutting all ties, and even imposing regulations on citizens.
Never did you think that he’ll remember you after all that happened.
You took the biggest risk, now standing in a ballroom where thousands of people could see and recognize your presence.
However, his hold on you only tightened.
“I thought you wouldn’t remember me.” You let out shakily, overwhelmed with all the emotions striking through your being.
He swayed your bodies side to side rhythmically, his mouth still near your ear.
“I can’t afford to forget my princess.” Still dancing to the music, a tear rolled down your eye, head rested upon his shoulder ever so gently. And that small action showed how you missed and longed for him, the only person that gave you love.
“Loving your dress choice for the night, angel.” He chuckles, looking down at the faded material of your clothing. Running a hand through the lace that graced the neckline, his hands rest back on your waist, never ceasing to follow the mellow slow dance.
“You’re making fun of me, when I came such a long way to meet you. Talk about being a man.” Your eyes almost meet the back of your head, rolling them in mock anger, as he connects your foreheads with a breathy laughter rumbling through his chest.
You feel it.
Your hands on his chest, you feel the happiness.
The warmth you were never sure of, until now.
He carefully lets you step on his long pointed shoes— finely polished into shiny black— as your gloved palms find home on his shoulders.
And what you were unaware of, was his sneaky intention.
You looked up, to see the both of you standing near the grand Christmas tree, small branches of mistletoe hanging above your heads. Gaze fixed on Jungkook’s doe eyes, he whispered “I’ve been waiting for this moment for years, princess. Let me-“
“PRINCE JUNGKOOK !!” A deep yell echoed throughout the hall as everyone flinched and gasped, Jungkook detached himself from your figure, knowing the source of that authoritative voice. The music halted midway and now, all eyes were on the both of you.
The King of Busan, threw a sharp glare at you, as you bowed to him, eyes darting around the empty ground. “What are you doing with her? She’s our enemy’s daughter, the Princess of Jeonju. And you, who let you step into our palace?”
“I told her to come” Jungkook stood in front of you defensively.
“May you enlighten me on who gave you the right to decide, when I’m well and alive?” He asked Jungkook, tension crackling between their gaze.
“I love her, dad. I want her to be my Princess.”
You were absolutely stunned at his confession. He did not say “Princess of Busan”. No titles. Just his.
“JUNGKOOK, HOW DARE YOU TALK BACK TO ME?” The King raised his voice, outraged at his son’s audacity.
“I want to make my own decisions,-” He was about to go on, but you noticed The King was at his absolute limit of tolerance. You had to intervene.
“Jungkook please. You can’t talk back to your father.”
“YOU, you are the reason he talked back to me, his father. I will not spare you and your kingdom. Guards ! I want her out. This instant.” The King ordered as your eyes widened in terror. This news will surely reach your Kingdom and much worse— your father.
And that shouldn’t happen no matter what.
Like he read your thoughts, Jungkook held his hand up, gesturing the guards to stop moving further.
“I’ll leave.” He simply stated, your whole body shook in terror, slowly holding his shoulder with your right hand.
“Why” A small shaky whisper left your lips. He turned towards you, smiling.
“Princess, I promise to come back to you. If I don’t leave now, you will be in great trouble, I don’t want that to happen. You deserve a lot more in life.”
“Out. Now.” His dad said nonchalantly, as you watched Jungkook slip through the swarm of people, their mouths agape in stupefaction as murmurs filled the air.
Who never thought this Christmas night would be so eventful.
Breaking down into heavy sobs, tears glistened in a cascade through your skin.
He sacrificed everything he had for you.
Not wasting any more time, you bolted out of palace and from the Kingdom of Busan.
Ira was in no state to carry you any further, her growing neighs filled with complaint reaching your ears.
What did that poor animal do anyways.
You sigh and hop down, patting her soft body, calming her down and perching on a bench in the outskirts of the Kingdom, the dim streetlights casting a glow over.
Almost instantly, a piece of parchment slipped out of Ira’s side pocket, and caught your attention.
Opening it, you found a few words scribbled on it :
Would I ever be able to visit you in that dream Where you and I are eternal Not a goodbye, but a faint quest I leave, for answers I promise to come back With my healing wounds, I had left in my heart for eternity I’m still with you Darkness of the waves in me will be long gone by then You're my everything, words can't describe your soul Our Heart strings still embracing each other I’m never letting go Never in a million years 기대해줘 (wait for me) ~ yours, jeongguk.
A ring slips out of the envelope, and onto the ground, clattering in the loud silence of the surroundings, as Ira stirs from the sides, alerting your attention.
quietly taking it from the sandy pathway, you dust it and put it on.
You don’t cry.
Just longingly stare at the ragged piece of paper.
[ Present Time : 25th December ]
'Tis the season to be jolly', they say.
Not for the Princess of Busan.
The title felt heavy on your shoulders, each time your entire family brings up the happenings of a year ago.
You never celebrated Christmas with joy after the incident.
Instead, you simply used to walk around Jeonju and watch everyone spend their time with loved ones just to put your heart at ease.
And that’s exactly what you were doing right now.
Walking around the street, disguised in Soojin’s dress (yet again), watching people shop for gifts, some out in front of their houses decorating the trees, the endearing giggles of the children who laughed and played around filling up in the air.
As you continued the stroll, you stumbled upon a small hall from which low chattering erupted.
Stopping near its door you peered in, careful not to get noticed by anyone inside. But suddenly a group of girls pushed their way in, taking you along with them, accidentally inwards.
The whole place was decorated minimally but it looked pretty.
Christmas cheer everywhere, it’s the first time you felt festive. The whole aura of the place just fit the season.
A medium sized tree perched on the floor and vines of mistletoe on and around the tree.
Busy admiring the place, you felt a small tug at the hem of Soojin’s hand away dress that adorned your body— one that aided you in this disguise.
Looking down, a tiny girl smiled widely at you.
Gently crouching down to meet her eyes, you asked her ;
“Hey baby, what’s your name?”
“I’m Mina ! You look like a princess ! I want you to dance with my Koo!” She exclaimed as your eyebrows crashed in confusion.
“Who is Koo, Mina?” In response to your query, she pointed towards a tall man, back turned to the both of you as he talked away with other men around him.
“He’s my Prince ! And I want a Princess to love him, a princess who’s as kind and caring just like the one in the story Koo tells me everyday!” She sounded so excited to introduce you to him, and pulled you towards the man.
“Koo ! Mina found a Princess for you, now dance with the others, it’s Christmas, come on.” She nudged his arm and the moment your eyes met with his, the world seemed to stop.
The same doe eyes that carried your galaxy.
“Princess?” He was surprised to see you there.
Mina immediately put your hands into his, the comfort of them which you felt after an eternity, had a lasting effect.
She pushed you towards the crowd, déjà vu rushing in at the whole setting— Christmas day and the dance— taking you back to the last one almost instantly.
A million questions in your mind, he pulled you closer once again, but this time the hold was more firm and confident.
Like he’ll never doubt it.
Like he never did.
You couldn’t help but let out tears, drowning into his eyes as the music played in the background, the mistletoe above your heads once again.
“Princess, look up” You followed his words and looked up only to find the mistletoe right above your heads again.
“Seems like they're determined to make us kiss.” You joked and he shook his head, resting his forehead on yours, you couldn’t get enough of his eyes, wanting to look at them forever.
“Aren’t you looking into my eyes a little too much? Makes me flustered, princess.”
“I don’t want to stay away from you anymore. Let me look at you, what if you’d disappear again? How did you end up here?” You asked, bodies still swaying slightly in accordance to the music.
Unsaid words, but you knew your hearts were situated tightly in eachother's iron grips.
“I wanted to see you all the time, didn’t want to give up, so I came here, worked many hours in this small shop to be independent, I don’t want a kingdom that banished me, anymore, when I have my world with me,”
He looks at you with adoration.
"Knowing you're somewhere around, here in Jeonju, that was all that I needed to keep moving forth. Remember my promise?"
You nod, fingers finding its way into the fabric of his ragged, grey overalls, gripping lightly. He notices the ring wrapped on your finger and caresses it, face splashed with surprise.
Intertwining his hand with your ring-clad ones, your bodies sway further under the mistletoe hanging above.
"Do you live here?" Your simple question makes him smile, hands pushing a few wispy strands of your hair to the side.
"Yes, this is my humble abode, Mina's parents own the shop I work in. I live alone, in their outhouse."
He looks at Mina, excitedly playing around with a few of her friends, running around the tree all ready to open the gifts— dancing in tiny moves, occasionally, to the joyous music.
Your eyes follow, and realize— watching his calm face shine brightly under the yellow lights reflecting through the room.
You're not ready to let go.
"I'm so proud of you, never thought I'd see you again." You feel his calloused hands caress you cheeks, thumb rubbing over the unnoticed beads of tears.
He pauses, turning to look at you in deep contemplation.
“I used to see you when you walked around the palace gardens. From afar.”
“You could’ve approached me, oh, you don’t know how much I missed you, Jungkook.” You replied, slowly bringing your palm around his nape, bringing his face closer to rest your cherry lips on his.
Surprised by your bold move, he smiles into the kiss, sharing all the passion that he had through it, hands encircling your waist, arching you into him.
A feeling you both yearned for, lips on each other for the first time under the mistletoe, anew.
Once again under the mistletoe, this time it’s forever.
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uarmygguk. 2025.
BACK TO YOU ⋆ JJK
TEASER ; brief.
˖ ࿐ two souls, one storm to weather—need.
the yearning to turn on the tip of pointed heels, with much urgency, and go back into the same cycle that once made the both of your timbers shiver. resolve crackle.
he, who never wished to serve whatever you craved on a platter.
you, who knew how to bring him back every single time.
back to you.
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category : ONESHOT word count : 5k+ [edits yet to be made] starring : drummer!jk, trust fund baby!oc tags/warnings : smut. dry humping [more will be specified in the fic], reader and jungkook are emotionally very wrecked individuals— oc more [lmao she's kind of an ass, but he's not any better], not quite friends with benefits (basically js benefits), oc is a rich spoilt brat who thinks she has the world at her feet. kook's in a band— jimin and hyunjin cameo. it's my drummer!jk fantasies that led to this. so he's a walking warning.
snippet wc : 164
You briefly look around the dingy room with dim lights and concrete walls, unpainted— fit to be a green room.
Fairly enough, it was an embarrassing accident you wouldn’t admit. The yacht was genuinely too sophisticated and you lost your way to the ladies’ room.
Coincidentally enough, you hear your favorite song being played live on the drums from a nearby room titled “Staff Only.” No one could stop you from entering anywhere around on the yacht your dad booked for the big day. 21st birthday bash. And you knew you had everyone wrapped around a pinky.
With him, though? You don’t know.
Don’t know why a look at his face, seconds ago screamed “Not today.”
His smirk yelling at your senses to keep your power to yourself.
And his unfiltered comment at the beginning? Perfect starter.
You, nonetheless, took pride in your ability to bring what you craved for, at your fucking feet. Only, this one would take a lot more solo effort.
Consider it done because— goddamn was he a man. Sleeveless tank-top hugging his miniature waist ever so tightly, projecting whatever toned muscle that hid beneath, tattoos twirling around his left arm.
Main course coming right up.
way back home ★ jjk
brief, cuddling on a rainy night starring, CEO!jungkook (baby daddy!jk 😓) x f!reader tags/warnings, none! just some corny lines cuz even though he's a CEO kook's cheesy like that, also korean euphemism reference (iykyk ;)
love diaries music rec, still with you— jungkook
A cold Tuesday night, the streetlights highlighting the sheets of rain sweeping sideways, the slow breeze along with the soft downpour overall — a perfect night to recollect, relax and reflect. You stood in the kitchen of the penthouse, stirring up and preparing hot shin ramen, simultaneously warming up some milk, as the rain continued to go “pitter-patter” outside. Your glance occasionally shifted to the glass window where the raindrops were sticking on, enjoying every bit of the night, as the sound of rain reverberated through the kitchen, Seoul city spanning out right in front of your eyes with new doors to happiness opening everyday.
A small fist grabbed the hem of your tee and tugged on it to grab your attention, making you look down, only to find your toddler, Mia looking up at you with her doe eyes that held a questioning look— one that she purely inherited from her father, Jungkook. Her cherubic smile melted your senses as you scooped her up, along with the cookie plushie she tightly clutched onto.
“Mia, didn’t mommy tell you to play with cookie while she brings milk for you?” You lightly tap the plushy clad in her tiny fists, as she defensively brings cookie closer to her little face, eyes slightly curved and lips already in a small pout, soon parted to form words.
“Dada, me wanna see” She barely made a sentence, but the longing in her sweet voice was enough for you to realize that she had been missing her best friend, her dad. Jungkook was the best dad to Mia, you love the way his eyes turn into goo when he holds her close, the way the both of them bond. He was off to work for a week now, in another town. He’d never miss a chance to come on FaceTime with you, and Mia pops in, giggling and her attempts to speak were just too cute to resist. She'd host a full fledged puppet show with cookie and her other plushies, occasionally jumping on the couches and chairs, making you sprint along as Jungkook watches the shenanigans a screen away.
But those wouldn't compensate for the feeling of having him close, feeling his warmth around you, and the rainy night caused these feelings to grow rapidly.
Definitely missing him.
“Dada will come tomorrow, okay? Now my baby can have her milk !” You lit her mood up as she lightly clapped her tender hands. Putting her down gently, you started filling her small bottle with milk, but just then, the doorbell rang as Mia ran towards it hoping that it’d be her dad with you following behind.
Clicking the door open, the familiar scent of forment cologne caught you off-guard, only to meet your beloved husband’s heart eyes that bored into yours.
“Jungkook ! You’re back !” Forgetting everything else, your arms flung around his well-built body, his hands encircling your waist in return. Mia started jumping in tiny, wanting to be in her father’s embrace too. Noticing her little movements, he immediately picked her up and peppered her face with small kisses, making you look at them in awe.
“I missed you both, couldn’t wait to finish everything and come back to my lovely wife and dada’s girl.” He pecked your lips and collected his baggage before going inside with you and Mia.
“Why aren’t you saying anything, love?” He set aside his suitcase and you helped him remove his coat.
“I’m just too stunned to speak honestly- You didn’t tell me that you were coming today ! I could’ve prepared something special for you.” You made a not-so-satisfied face as Jungkook laughed it away, easing your frown with his free hand.
“It wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you.” He winked, making you roll your eyes in mock annoyance. That’s when Mia started tapping Jungkook’s cheeks, still in his arms.
“Yes yes baby? What happened?” His attention shifted completely to her, as she yawned, her doe eyes getting droopy.
“Mia wants to sleep, I see. C’mon, let’s rest together.” Patting her back, he was about to walk away with her when you stopped him.
“Koo, you can go and freshen up. I’ll put her to bed.”
However, he stood still, Mia now fast asleep in her dad’s arms.
“Jungkook? Go take a shower.”
“No fun in showering alone. I’m too lazy. Someone up to help me?” He raised a brow in mischief.
You knew where this was going.
“I’d much rather help my baby sleep.” You laughed at his shocked expression as you took Mia from him and walked towards the bedroom, him giving up and retreating to the restroom to indulge in a relaxing hot shower, as the rain showed no sign of ceasing for the night, much to his delight..
time skip;
Jungkook eased his muscles, a hot shower on a cold rainy night was pure bliss. He walked out of the washroom drying his soft locks when his eyes landed upon Mia’s sleeping figure. She laid down on the soft mattress, legs tangled together cuddling the very plushie he once gifted her on her first birthday.
You rushed into the room scrubbing your lightly wet hands against the apron wrapped around your figure, looking like you just came from work to check on Mia.
“Hey, cherry” Jungkook walked to you and wrapped you in his hold as you tried to wiggle out to check on the dish cooking up back in the kitchen so that it wouldn’t burn.
“Koo, I gotta make something for you, not now.”
However the “cherry” did something to you, as remnants of your times back in school where it all started, came back in a cascade of memories. A friendship that planted its seed back when the both of you were literal children, morphed into something even more beautiful, but nothing changes no matter the distance or time. He’ll always be your best friend, your partner in every step of life.
“I’d love anything you make, even if it’s just some ramen.” His grip tightened, making you stop your attempts to get away.
“That’s cap, now don’t be stubborn, Jeon.” You scolded but he lifted you up in his hold, your feet now on top of his, moving behind the divider curtains so that your baby wouldn’t be disturbed amidst the somewhat get-together her parents are having.
“You smell so good, baby” He whispers into your neck, eyes closed.
“I think I smell like ramen and milk powder, for sure.” You swat his shoulder, bringing him close as he hums into your chest, now, placing featherlight kisses all over it and right at the centre of the J necklace that wrapped around your neck.
“Nope, you smell like what’s mine.”
You were about to snort at his corny reply, but his following response tightens your heart strings.
“You’re doing great. Thank you for holding our family together.”
He leans down, placing his tender lips on yours, foreheads resting against each other as his hands rub your waist over the apron, drawing you even closer, as if it’s possible.
Just then, you heard a soft sniffle, realizing that Mia woke up, you went over, and took her in your motherly embrace, cooing sweet nothings to calm her down. Meanwhile, Jungkook walked up to your duo and placed himself on the bed, resting his back on the headboard, and gestured to you to go to him.
You had Mia in your arms, his embrace immediately wrapping around the both of you as the rain continued outside, the clock ticked to the time, 9.30 pm. Mia was already fed, since you prefer to put her to bed early. Feeling soft pecks landing on your forehead time to time, you asked Jungkook
"How was work there? Are you good?" Your eyes went to Mia’s peaceful face as she succumbed to sleep yet again.
He hummed with a sweet smile before opening his relaxed eyes.
"I did well, but couldn't wait to come back home. But I've left off all the work for a week from today." He said, looking at your confused self.
"But weren't you the one who wouldn't spend time with us until all your work is complete? What's up now?" You whispered making sure not to wake Mia up.
"I thought about it, love.. I'll never have this best version of me if I'm away from the both of you. Now I'm gonna slow everything down and build our family, putting you first before anything." Tears welled up in your hazel eyes, how committed he was about your family. Definitely lucky to have him as your husband.
"Hey, love, don't cry. I don't like to see you like this." Contradictory to those words, his tummy rumbled making him gasp and smile bashfully, elevating the emotionally charged surroundings.
“Oh god, see you’re hungry. I told you to eat before anything else, didn’t I? C’mon, I’ll make you some ramen.” You put Mia on the mattress, placing a few pillows near her just in case she tosses and turns.
Taking out two cups of ramen, you fetched the already boiled water, mixed it with the noodles, and added the contents of the flavor packet that came with it into the paper cup. Jungkook wrapped his arms around you warmly, watching you cook up his meal.
“There you go. Eat well, I made it with love, you know.” You joked making him chuckle and dig into it scrunching his face at how good it tasted.
You couldn’t help but boop his nose, as he continued to slurp on the spicy goodness.
“You not eatin’?” He asked with a full mouth, barely making a coherent sentence.
“It’s 10pm. I already ate, baby.”
He seemed satisfied with your reply, immediately asking you for a side of kimchi to go with the last bits of noodles left.
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[After dinner; 11:01 pm]
Intertwining his hands with yours, he walked you to the balcony, facing the rain which never seemed to end. Standing behind you, his arms around your figure, watching the rain was his little happiness. He yearned almost everyday to just feel you with him when he was away, but since the moment is here, he wanted to cherish every second.
“Lord, why’s the weather so moody? You know, I love the way the rain makes the brown soil seem richer and earthier than they are otherwise. It’s like it makes the things around us more pronounced and seen.” You muse into his ears, hands now resting on his tatted ones around your waist.
“Just like how I feel when I’m with you.” He added to your description, a crimson shade splashing on your bashful visage.
“You’re too cheesy today, what’s in the air huh?” You tapped his cheeks lightly.
“Hmm, I wanted to ask you something, though.” His eyes half closed, lax, almost as if he’s feeling the surroundings.
“Yes?” You waited for a response as he turned you around to face him directly in the eyes.
“Wanna have more ramen with me before bed?”