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I should probably change my Tumblr profile photo to the same one I have on discord BUT I FRIGGEN LOVE TENDOU his chaotic energy feels like my brain. Y'all can take him away from me over my cold dead body
Pretty sure I just connected with this on a spiritual level....
me thinking about the continuous progression of time
The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself.
Maya Angelou (via wordsnquotes)
This image speaks to my heart and soul
Its silently asking for pain, death and torture
How my dumbass look when I slowly realised I relate to my favourite/comfort character in so many ways
*cough* Starscream *COUGH* *COUGH* idk who said that it wasn’t me I swear
me when i look for fluff/angst fics and all i get is smut
when you and your younger sibling are fighting and you hit them with the "you're an idiot" and they pull an uno reverse "you're an idiot" like, you weren't supposed to copy paste word for word, you gotta put some creativity into it a little personality maybe, you can't just switch the font to comic sans at that point ur proving the author's better than you.
When you drink soda and get 5% liquid 95% warm-spicy-air-fuzz
I haven't talked to them in a while maybe I should shoot them a message.
What if they don't wanna talk but will anyways cuz they're a nice person? you'll bother them.
What if you're just being clingy cuz they care about you? That's selfish.
They haven't messaged me.
What if they've never really WANTED to talk to you?
Maybe they don't wanna be bugged by you anymore.
Maybe they think you're ghosting them.
I'll wait for them to message me.
People that watched UA: I am in so much pain, it was so hard watching time tick by!
People that showed up late: I didn't get to watch it all, I missed my one shot!
People that learned about UA after it was gone: ...*that one sad song from Up starts playing*
Watching UA clips at the end of the month already anxious about the continuous pasage of time with the "Always half and never whole, you've become to feel like hoooooome" song stuck in your head hits like a fraight-train
Me: I don't need a therapist. Thanks to my MaDD I know alot about my actions and reactions that would normally take years of therapy to figure out so seeking a proffesional to conferm that would be a silly waste of money.
Also me, thinking I'm selfish for thinking: I don't deserve anything I'm a worthless waste of skin I wish everyone would forget about me I'm such a bad person I should leave my friends and not burden them I should just run away so no one would
I like meeting other maladaptive daydreamers cuz it's so intresting to hear how it works for different people and it really brings awareness to the fact that there are other every-day people that are MaDD-ers and I'm not just some one-in-a-million. That being said it's also not a club sticker, unlike what my mom some people believe.
Y'know what sucks.
Having your love language be physical contact and everyone's chill about it.
You hug constantly, hold hands with your friends, cuddle with them, wrap an arm around their shoulder.
And then making knew friends, and barely touching them.
You rest your elbow on their shoulder once, they fall asleep during class and the teacher calls on them so you gentley rub their arm to wake them up, you hugged them once. One time.
And then, they say "You've just been really... touchy."
If the words didn't cut you enough, their tone, the way they glaced around nervously, split you.
They think you're a pervert.
You distance yourself from them. And, by force of nature, make a knew friend.
Some time passes, and, you've realized you're now terrified of touching someone without them touching you first.
You don't go in for hugs and squeeze youself into a corner so you don't bump knees with them.
Because, what if they think you're a creep.
It's more frightening than death at this point.
All the while, it hurts. You want to be close to them and hug them and hold hands and cuddle. And y'know what's worse?
They're 'touchy'.
They hug you all the time, they playfully nudge you, they came up to you and rest their head on your shoulder in greating, they've even held both your hands when you told them a not-so-normal story.
And, now, you live three hours away from them.
Y'know what's crazy? The stuff you come up with when daydreaming, like most of my philosophy and morals were constructed when ⟟ thought longer about sertain subject. Making stuff up in your mind that seems to make sense and googling it and being like "Wait, so, nosebleeds ARE a sign of high blood-pressure?" And then pulling jokes and pick-up lines out of your ass like "I'll let you be one of my daddy issues tonight". Does anyone else do this, or is it just my MaDD?
That panic you feel when you almost accidently cast your screen to your parents TV.
Or realize you interacted with your old monitored account when you're supposed to be sleeping.
Does anyone else, after getting upset or angry, get irritated at small things?
I was cooling down from a mild argument and my sister walked by and in my head I went "I'm gonna claw your fucking eyes out" because I didn't like the pattern of her steps.
She did a weird 'walking to the tune of a song' thing, and I was ready to rip her arms off..