Uni Life - Blog Posts

The good thing about studying my career is that I'm reading a physics book at the same time that one about the mayas and their history. The duality of college.

I kind of like to multitask since it makes everything a little bit easier for me

Finishing my homework feat resident evil 7 by vegeta777, a very well known YouTuber here in Spain.

Weaving back the thread is actually quite difficult, but I'm managing to finish it.

Tell me you are fucked with out telling it, I'm starting, I have to make a 10.000 word easy for tomorrow and I only got a little bit over the middle of the essay, I say middle because Google docs does not count the notes you make, so that makes it's roughly 5.000 words. And tomorrow I have to work so I'm probably going to end up like today, working my ass off because I thought I could do it in a week.

Welp, you need to learn in some way. The good thing is that my essay is heavily influenced by photos, so it's going to be easier to instead of doing 10.000 words do like 7.000 and call it a day.

What I'm doing is a technique to sew threads together when they are broken, since we can't really use knots or very invasive methods we use a special glue that then we have to apply heat so it stays together

Kind of not doing notes, I'm working on some crochet, but I've finally learned how to take chemistry notes,so I'm quite happy!!

Sooo, maybe I've been a little mia, in my defense I went from having no job to having two, and between that and the college deadlines I've been quite stressed.like the three days I don't tutor I stay at the library with some classmates studying, and the days that I do tutor and have my other job I eat fast AF and study either when I come back or before going. Being a college student and working is quite tiring, but my career and the money in my back account are worth it. I might even be able to move out of my parents house when graduation comes

When the study group consists of a fifth grader, a vocational training student and two college students. We are actually getting a lot of things done.

I love my career choices, I really do, but having more than 5 ten page essays in Arial 12 is going to end my mental health, the good thing is that like three are in groups, still with all the work load and everything is quite slow, and more with all the information I need to make a good presentation.

So I need to do a final assignment in any topic I want for my art history class, I decided to do it about the military propaganda in movies (needs to be related to art) like top gun and others, (disclaimer, I haven't watched any one of this films, yet, 'cause I don't enjoy cine about war but military propaganda is super funny, end of disclaimer), and holy shit, this is super wild, like the Americans have a lot of propaganda films? My country, Spain, comes from a military dictatorship but we couldn't talk about the hardships of war and things like that, it was a very taboo topic, now a day's not so much, except with elderly people, but like I had to go to films from Franco's time to find a film that didn't mock them, this doesn't mean we don't have, lately we've been having more, but I don't know, I just find it interesting.

Proof of my work, is in Spanish and not the final title.

In my country the climate is weird, we've got some cold fronts coming, so obviously with the drastic change of temperature I got a cold(in the mornings we need have a coat but during evenings you can perfectly go in tank tops), but I need to make a presentation for Thursday, so reading this is a must, when I finish I'm probably going to sleep till tomorrow evening

Things done today

- Started the wips of two of my final presentations (got all the bibliography and the started it)

- Studied for chemistry

- Started my art history presentation

The best thing about coming soon to class (i live quite far away and prefer to come 30 minutos earlier than later) is that I get to crochet and eat before the class starts.

gentle reminder you can rise up from everything. you can recreate yourself. nothing is permanent. you are not stuck. you have choices. you can think new thoughts. you can learn something new. you can create new habits. all that matters is that you decide today and never look back.

Just went to a party organised by my university (on the streets) and alcohol and people are two of my favourite things.

unfortunately i'm back at uni

I genuinely was dreading this since the day I landed back home. I am still considering dropping out, taking a semester or year off, and just returning home. Worse case, I'll transfer to a uni back home and have no friends, but at least I'll be home with my family, and somewhere that's familiar, and I know by heart. Another part of me wants to stay and battle it out (also, I'm afraid of what others will think of me if I drop out/take a break). I went through so much my first year, and I'm afraid of going through them again. Depression sucks! Anyways, classes start in a few days, and I'm so stressed about it. I made a deal with myself to last the first month and then decide if I wanted to go back home. Hopefully I'm better mentally by then so I can stay here without being worried that I would be a danger to myself, If I am then I'm going back home to get proper help and to be with family.

I desperately miss my cats.

The results of my university entrance exam came out and guess what......

I WON!

I'M GOING TO DO A DEGREE IN BIOLOGICAL SCIENCES

03.11.2024

Today is my first day of exams to get into university, wish me luck!!!!

31•08•2024

I'm less than 70 days away from my university entrance exam, holy shit I'm shaking :,,,,)

This end of term is showing me that no matter how I organize myself it always ends up in a rush, crying and a lot of anger:,,,,,)

[13.08.2023]

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My week has been tiring, but I am happy to see that I am getting more done.

And I managed to pass the monitoring process for an event of my course (ﾉ'ヮ`)ﾉ*:

Even though it's Sunday I still need to study some texts, so wish me luck (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ).

Coffee and admiring the campus scenery are a constant part of my routine.

having a Twilight: New Moon drinking game with the uni house. it has wreaked havoc on this kitchen. abt 3 bottles of wine have been drunk between 5 of us. someone broke out the cheese squares. a cheese square got dipped in peach schnapps. some else is throwing oranges at ppl. random trauma is being spilled. we’re going out once the film is over. god help us all.

also this film is such a masterpiece. the worst thing ever created and i love it.

sitting in my best friend’s uni kitchen while the resident misogynist twat passively deals psychic damage just by being in the same room. lord pray for me

L'amour...

C’est s’aimer sans jamais se toucher. C’est se rapprocher… pis s’éloigner. C’est jeter, fragment par fragment, nos pensées les plus profondes, nos désirs les plus enfouis, parce qu’on sait qu’ils seront toujours ramassés. C’est se regarder dans les yeux qui grimacent, et y entrer. Y fouiller l’âme — parce qu’on y est autorisé.

Mais surtout, c’est savoir se mettre à nu. Tout nu. Dans nos moments les plus sombres, les plus brisés.

Et malgré ça... ou peut-être même grâce à ça...

savoir que j’aurai toujours le droit d’exister là,

à tes côtés.

— Lamia

i love wholesome moments with other people. happens for only one reason which is making your day 10 times better lol. thank you random cute guy for breaking that silence and making a nice little joke when we ended up walking side by side at the same pace even when we tried to go infront of each other. i wish God will make us meet again

It's crazy when you start talking with someone and... youre comfy wit them from the start? And they're literally you so youre never bored when talking with them and dont feel bad when youre yapping all the time. (Two yappers and over sharer lol)

There is a certain beauty in having a normal day.

I wake up at 6am, take my two buses at 7, get to look at the beautiful sunrise with headphones in my ears. I enjoy looking out the window, seeing the busy students and workers striding fast to their destinations. Suddenly, everything seems so lovely. Then i arrive at uni to take my morning classes. Different people are becoming friends.. each individual special in his own way; the way they do their hair, or the lipstick they have on.. even the way they do their hijab.. each one of them seem to be truly unique. I get out at 12 and take my buses again, happy to go have lunch with my mum and tell my brother about my day. Sometimes, the routine is changed slightly by buying a croissant in the morning to take it with my café au lait or reading a book in the bus.

When you're comfortable with who you are and who you're becoming, suddenly everyone seems busy with their own lives. I don't focus on the dark side anymore, i don't focus on the illusion of others mocking me. that version of me simply doesn't exist anymore. I'm now unapologetically my true authentic self.

Our local library is like a small part of paradise 💘💘💘

Maybe the time will come when I will miss these busy days

вайб учёбы

Today is a productive and calm day. Here's what I did today:

✅️Neuropsychology: finish the last 4 tests

✅️Neuropsychology: Repeat anki

✅️Neuropsychology: add samples to the summary

✅️Educational psychology: answer 7 tickets

Now I plan to go and take some photos. Then I'll add answers to questions on general psychology for the test we'll take this semester.