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IT IS 4 AM BUT I'VE FINISHED AN ENTIRE UNPROFESSIONAL MESSY GOOGLE DOC CONTAINIG MOST OF WAHT I COULD FIND ABOU T BALLISTA'S LORE AND RELATED INFORMATION

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Ballista lore n' stuff

Ballista Lore n’ stuff: Almost everything that I could find - compiled by Valenxizaw245 1. Intro: initial timeline of events Ballista. We lo

This doc is Long

Messy

Rushed

Cringe

Very cringe

Has every link ever

Could have probably definitely been shorter

Is also very obvious I run out of juice towards the end of the doc

Funny pixelated stickfigure guys I may have a problem

I should have definitely worked on my college stuff today but you know what? I don't care anymore. I wasn't gonna rest easy until I finished this ASAP

I've put every single link I could ever inside this doc, as well as waaaay too many screenshots to accompany most of the links. If you somehow actually care to read throughout all of this congratulations I was not expecting that. I don't even want to know the hell that must be reading this on mobile, highly recomend lecture on desktop if you're able to

In case you somehow couldn't tell, I've fallen into a Ballista-shaped rabbit hole. I cobbled this together in 1 day, but my research has been going on since late February and the entirety of March, I just pieced together what I found

There's this RSP person that I keep citing throughout the doc. I pretty much owe nearly all of my knowledge to them. If that guy happens to find this: I'm so sorry

Can you guys believe this is what I break my innactivity with

Honest reaction

They are making an among us cartoon

Me: oh that’s neat

It’s being made by fucking Owen Dennis (infinity train)

Me:

pure distilled 2012 tumblr has been injected directly into my veins I feel like I’m on crack

So this happened.....

Not my brother getting arrested in another state and now my parents have to fly over there to bail him out. Let me explain

So my brother and his friends went to another state for his 16th birthday and him and 2 friends (there were 4 people he brought) ended up getting booked for shoplifting. Like dude........right on yo bday 2? for real like come on

Tumblr what the FUCK is this ad for??

Guys. I was playing Minecraft and someone was trying to say something about the "Bad Omen" and literally they call it, "The curse of bad manners" XD

Is my blog about necklaces? cause those are the only pictures i have posted.

.... I promise I'll try to post cooler stuff

purple and yellow don’t mix

Yellow and purple make gray. They make gray lines in the sunset and live on opposite ends of the colour wheel. They don’t mix.

She thought of herself as gray at first. Gray was how she lived. In between, never first nor last. Gray was happy that way, mild and indecisive.

And when someone who was yellow came along, she found herself longing. She could be right next to her forever, beside Yellow, with her pastel colors and bright brown eyes that screamed of life and look at me, I exist and I can be happy while I do it. Gray was content. Life was perfect in the way that everything became familiar and recognizable, never bombarding with change and confusion.

And maybe that’s what made Yellow find a real Gray.

Purple and Yellow don’t mix.

Gray(?) didn’t realize how she’d always worn dark colours that came straight from the edge of ocean’s sunsets instead of light grays, and how she’d worn hats and leather jackets with dark flowers stitched elegantly on each edge, and how she’s always, always, looked at Yellow as something she could never have, as something she could only look at and never touch, never ever touch because what if she stained her hoodies and left rips in her jeans and made her Gray? Made her an in-between?

Every word seemed pointless to say when she found Yellow in bed with a true Gray. One who could never make her confused or changed.

Never again.

Purple didn’t care for pastel grays much anymore.

So there's this dude I've been friends with. Well, not anymore, he straight-out went mute and blocked me a week or two ago. I kinda have a feeling why, but he didn't explain it to me since... you know... he didn't type a word to me.

Besides all the mindfuckery and madness this caused, the biggest problem to me is that I think I might be in love with him. I'm not sure if this is what you call it.

He made me want to be better, I want to move in together with him ever since we brought it up and he was like 'ye sure why not', even more after he visited me... I keep on being reminded of him, I keep on wanting to talk to him, get to know his beloveds and all...

I hope I'm just confused again, like before.

*heavy sarcasm* Oh gee, I wonder

I just need you all to see this picture of actual notes I found in my homework folder from a project I did in college last year

Five minutes of petting my service dog goes to anyone who can tell me what subject this was even for