chosenone444
La diosa🧚🏼♀️24✨Let’s fly to the moon🌚🖤🤍Latina 🇵🇷
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Noctis & Prompto 🩵
From cait thomson's chapbook, we need another word for this love, available from Bottlecap Press!
Little Kim & Kourtney🌹
In a world of my own
Always look up, Life is beautiful <3
🖤💛
When you left me.. you replaced me in an instant like I was a no one.
You left when someone close to me had passed away.
I was left not only grieving a death of a loved one, but now a death of a relationship.
You looked me in the eyes and said I’m just like everyone else.
It seemed all along I fought for our relationship but you didn’t do the same.
You were always on my mind but I wasn’t on yours.
And even now…. You still are.
I need to get you out my head.
Planet Jupiter 9/26/22 8:08 pm.
June 24th, 2022 8:10 AM
Timeless Place
This day I woke to some not so great news. The news anyone doesn’t want to hear when it comes to a love one. A call from a grieving parent about a mother (grandmother) who passed away. It was something I didn’t expect to hear nor think to happen. I thought there was going to be more time for you. Time.
Timing is everything isn’t it? Time ticks and it tocks. Time runs 24/7. Day and night. 7 days a week, to a month, to a year. I realize in this realm where in, time will end. There’s a timing for everything and a stopping point. We are all assigned a clock for ourselves. So use time wisely. Before the moment comes where it’ll not run anymore. But there is a place where it will forever run. There is no end. There is  eternity. There is life. From way above. I think the biggest accomplishment to ever reached is being with the creator. THE creator of the universe. Wow. Leaving this world and going to a never ending realm. Known as Heaven. And so then, you reached the final stage. Nothing after that. A timeless place.
消去された
~The town without me~ by Kayo Hinazuki
When I get bigger, bigger enough to go somewhere by myself, I want to go to a land that’s far away.
I want to go to an faraway island.
I want to go to an island that has no people.
I want to go to an island that has no pain or sadness.
On that island, I can climb a tree when I want to climb, swim in the sea when I want to swim, and sleep when I want to sleep.
When I think about the town without me, I feel a sense of relief.
I want to go far, far away.
Final Fantasy XV 💙🖤
Annual Firefall event in Yosemite National Park.
Lately I’ve been finding myself drowning my sorrows In alcohol.
I promised myself to not find any other substance to become numb.
I lied to myself.
I crave for it now.
What’s sober?
I can’t get enough of it.
Those around me say to voice my problems to them but in the end, I am still misunderstood.
So I will stay in this shell of mine.
And accept my journey to cease to exist.
This is my own fate.
Colette, tr. by Matthew Ward, from The Collected Stories; “The Accompanist, //Charles Bukowski
~You look lonely~ 7/20/21 5:44 pm
July 4th, 2021 10:05 p.m
On this day you chose to do something that broke my trust with you.
It ended too soon.
I am broken
I’m aching
I am feeling pain
Now I just want to be numb...
close by, 2018.
Spring April 10, 2021 7:14 am
Gloomy lake days 🤍
Sunday, April 4 1:11 p.m.
Never enough Isn’t it
Lately I’ve been feeling like nothing is ever really enough for me.
Doesn’t matter who I talk to at the moment and how they make me feel..... it’s never enough.
I can listen to all kinds of songs that fit my mood but it’s never enough.
I think about past memories and happy thoughts, but it’s never enough.
I think about the future and it’s just not enough.
I am filled with emotions but it’s not enough for me to even have control of.
I am lost but.... even the loneliness isn’t enough.
I am alone and it’s now.... enough. Enough of me feeling like this.
Then.... I think of Jeremiah 17:9, “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?”..... faith over feelings?

Peaceful site, peaceful view 🤍💙
Sunset sherbert 🧡💛💜