crabedward

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Fuck deportation, let's bring back exile.

Random thought I've been having since yesterday-- it's wild how much people say "but" when they really mean "and." Like, they know two things are not mutually exclusive, but they use "but" anyway. In a lot of cases I think both work and it's vibe based, so it's usually in emotionally charged or positive conversations that I really notice. "And" feels a lot more open and welcoming, but it still feels wrong even when neither phrase at all contradicts the other.

Exactly like man I don't like Harris either, and if it was safe to then I would not vote for her. That being said, anyone who knows basic mathematics should understand how splitting the vote works against the people's best interest. So I get it, I really do. But trust me, you are not proving anything by voting third party. Even if you were, now is not the time. If you really want to prove that point, then you can still be loud about how much this fucking sucks! You can say it's bullshit because it is! You can demand that the system changes and advocate for ranked choice voting so you don't have to do this again, but this is where we are right now. Bite the bullet with the rest of us.

can’t stop thinking about minecraft

I support 'problematic' alters.

That;

Cause problems constantly

Get people angry

Get banned and blacklisted in servers

Are hated by their system members

Don't regret any of it

Are not allowed to front due to all the above and more

You are good enough, you are allowed to be upset and angry. You can be yourself. You are not less for being 'problematic'.

Deleted after 11 seconds is WILD

Here’s to hoping that every single person with schizophrenia or a schizoaffective disorder or DID or NPD or any other ridiculously demonized mental illnesses has a wonderful day

self indulgent post: among us fictives & introjects are cool.

Cringe system culture is : oh , you don't like xenogenders ? Ah ! Practically everyone uses one here and we collectively identify as baddoggender ! Oh , you don't like endogenic / non traumagenic ? Ah ! Half of us are endogenic ! And the old host was itself endogenic ! Oh , you don't like neopronouns ? Ah ! We practically all use them and we have some collective neopronouns !

Can we claim 🎖️?

Cringe System Culture Is

If you’re struggling to stay alive, please don’t feel pressured to keep up with the news or current events.

You’re allowed to prioritize your own health and safety. You’re allowed to step back from social media or news sources in order to keep yourself from spiraling. You’re allowed to avoid certain topics which may trigger you or make you feel worse.

You’re not wrong or bad for doing this. You’re a person, and you’re allowed to do whatever it takes to keep yourself safe. Please don’t let others judge you for your decision to look after your own mental health. We promise, you’re doing nothing wrong by avoiding the news while you’re suffering.

Ridiculous that people fakeclaim for this shit when it's like dude if they said it was their roommate y'all would probably believe them.

Just laugh with the rest of us bc it's funny, no need to start discourse over a bathtub filled with instant coffee y'all are just making fools of yourselves

this tweet is insane, my alters aren’t instant coffee in the bathtub fucked up

Its entirely okay to be happy with being a system and we will never understand why that's so controversial

Why would we hate eachother when we know each of us is the reason we're still alive? We saved eachother! Ofcourse we're going to be pretty proud of that!

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Having media literacy is more important than being good at math prove me wrong

I fucking despise when things fake being higher quality than they are. I don't mean like slapping a slightly misspelled brand name onto an identical non-designer product for purely aesthetic reasons I mean like rivets or thread that are actually glued down rather than punched or stitched. Fake pockets on jeans that are actually just an extra seam. Heavy looking chain that's plastic or very soft flimsy metal rather than anything sturdy. I bought boots which looked like they had a stitched sole 8 months ago and lo and behold the glue holding the sole on is revealing itself by falling apart. You PUT a STITCH IN THERE. YOU HAD THE NEEDLE AND THREAD. AND YOU DIDNT ACTUALLY STITCH DOWN THE FUCKING SOLES. Oh it makes me so mad. Cheap cunts taking the aesthetics of durability or practicality while handing you a product that won't last you the year

generally speaking when it comes to mental and physical health, if you're asked "do you struggle with this" and your answer is "no, Because I Have A System," then your answer is actually yes

being a system is the silliest because i will be literally having a breakdown sobbing on the floor but the right thing triggers me and suddenly fluttershy is cleaning my kitchen

I did it two months ago, but I was afraid to show it

I WUV BEING A SYSTEM SOSOOSOSSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCHES I LOVE BEING A FICTIVE HEAVY SYSTEM I LOVE BEING A LARGE SYSTEM I LOVE LOOKING IN HEADSPACE AND KNOWING THAT IM SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE I LOVE AND IM SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO LOVE MEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAAAAAAGH

HELL YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cringe system culture is having 5 introjects of the same (not a) guy but slightly different each time. it feels like a spot the difference in here. we all hang out in the middle of our headspace void and chat its fun in here

Cringe System Culture Is

If you can't handle me at my worst (really bad) then you don't deserve me at my best (slightly less really bad)

I’m done w diagnoses there’s nothing wrong w me. I’m just a bit peculiar and eccentric

Thank you caretakers but also can you be productive sometime else

On the struggles of being a system...

I saw a post which talked about how seeing other systems be happy and stuff felt like a mockery to them, or saying that being a system isn't inherently a bad thing is a mockery. I have some particular feelings about this. I don't like it.

Having a disorder is debilitating, there's a lot of struggle. Some days it's easier and I enjoy talking with my alters and sharing experiences with other systems, other times the repressed emotions and urges suddenly coming to attack me... Not remembering why things feel so wrong or some days I feel more me than before, or don't even feel like the concept of me is real.

Yet, it's not something I hate. Even if i were a singlet, I think I'd still struggle one way or another, it's inevitable in this world we live in. Not being a system wouldn't automatically fix all my problems. I think I'd have different problems that are just as much of a hassle as being a system.

Sure, it would be nice to not struggle with the trauma that caused this. It would be nice to simply not have wounds that are festering but are hidden, and you aren't ready to fix them.

But others enjoying the other stuff that came with the trauma being a mockery? Making the most of what they have, being a mockery? You're simply projecting your insecurities onto those who seem to be in a "better state" than you. It is not a bad thing for people to happy despite it all. They are not mocking you or anyone for that matter.

Or even someone experiencing something you have but without the struggles that come along with it... It isn't a mockery. I'd like to say it demonstrates that it isn't inherently suffering.

Please don't say that the joy of others are mockeries of your pain. I think it hurts everyone, including you.

We have a separate sort of pocket dimension we call fragspace that's full of loose fragments, and that's generally where headmates form. They're not entirely mindless but they're relatively simple-minded and can generally be reduced to a personality trait or two. They are all managed by two people but it used to be one until we managed to get her to coax some fragments into forming an assistant for her. They're essentially waiting for a "foundation" to build on which is why we have so many introjects, so they kind of do take suggestions. I think it'd be more accurate to say it's an invitation? If I scrolled through a bunch of "build a sysmate" type posts we would probably get a ton of them.

Our original fragment manager is slowly going insane managing what are functionally a bunch of rowdy kids (from the little I've seen and heard at least) and we really need to strongarm her into taking another break... the last person to take over for her barely lasted a few hours.

Since they have basic personalities and tend to think out loud there's somewhat of a way to tell what kind of person they'll be. I remember her saying she stopped some from forming JD (Heathers) because their reasoning was wanting destruction and violence which isn't great.

Kind of wild to think most of us formed like that, since nobody remembers fragspace. Well, no one I've met anyway.

Questions for systems: What's something unique about your system?

YEAHHH SYSTEMPILLED ORIGINMAXXER FLAG LET'S GOOOOO

x3

I'm full of so much joy right now and there's nothing I could post without sounding like woodland pixie dancing on a toadstool. playing a viola or some shit. we're talking whimsidaisical, I know cringe is dead but this could revive it. I'm frighteningly close to talking like a leprechaun. instead I'm just going to be happy without posting about it. I'm doing this for your own safety

cringe system culture is oh god oh fuck we have 60+ mcyt introjects? from 10+ years of love for mcyt?? yeah, that checks out.

- Birch from @crayonbox-collective

Cringe System Culture Is

Headmate 1: I wanna watch this show

Headmate 2: I want to start learning sign language

Headmate 3: Well I want to learn new art mediums

Headmate 4: NO, practicing our digital art!

Headmate 5: We should really be finding a job

Headmate 6: Hey remember those phone calls you need to make

Me: ...

Stays in bed all day because ADHD said no