what is wrong with me holy shit
nothing matters anyways :)
i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds
every time i decide a day will be my last day it always goes really shittily and i end up being discovered and talked out of it like bro i just wanna die 😭
me being a stupid bitch again yayayayaya
everything is ragebait when you have anger issues and poor impulse control
i need to stop being a useless liar
screams in empathy and sympathy issues
They should invent a not being exhausted
I love acting like self harm is a hobby instead of a symptom of my debilitating mental illness. Like no guys I'm just really silly and creative.
Growing up Asian means domestic abuse was so normalized until whenever you hang with other Asians the question that pops up isn’t “Were you abused?” it’s “How did your parents abuse you?” Because we all already know the answer to the first one.