Trying This Out. Hehe

uhm can I use this for venting? I'm doing that. like a diary entry.

it's currently 11:17pm and I need to wake up tomorrow at 6:30 and have a history test at 8:30. I've studied for 4 hours and I'm currently in bed.

my ears are ringing. I read that it was a sign of anxiety or something. if it is, I understand.

either I'll ace this test or I'll fail, really fail.... how am I even supposed to be the smart kid if I don't study? well yes I showed early signs of intelligence when I was younger and now everyone expects me to be the best. it's exhausting because before I knew everything when I just paid attention to the class but now studying for so long and still knowing nothing? and now, because my parents are used to it, I need to get 90+ grades or I'll die a little inside. it's weird. I can't live like this. it's Sunday for Nick's sake.

and then I can't even pay attention in class because I have a boy sitting beside me that never shut up even though I already asked my teacher to switch places with someone.

I'm in 7th....how am I going to survive the rest?? how the hell am I going to survive college?

I need to sleep. or I don't. idk. yesterday I slept almost ten hours and I was tired all day but when I sleep 7 I am fine.

I don't know anymore.

thank you for reading my thoughts that I don't share with anyone.

good night

edit: ah just wanna say I aced the test. my first 94% on history.

Literally sobbing. A judge, a US judge defended us. A judge brought up intersex people, using the term intersex, to *defend* us by not allowing our erasure. I'm having a lot of feelings right now

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child unfortunately this has to end here.... I don't have anyone to tag, except @lokiforever

tag game 🤭

rules: color the sentence that's true about you

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child

this is a whole lot of yellow lmfao

no pressure tags: @marthawrites @schniiipsel @aemonddtargaryen @aemondsbabe @adragonprinceswhore @arcielee @black-dread @lovelykhaleesiii @aemondsbabygirl @valeskafics @connorsui

(how? anything?)

1. I can sing kinda well

2. my curly hair but it depends on the day, sometimes I don't like it

3. the ability to visualise anything in my mind

4. my taste of clothing and music

5. I still play Pou

(I lost ideas on number 4)

@drunkwriternim

@charlies-corner-of-hell

@lokiforever

(I got no one else that I actually know sorry)

(I've tapped the button)

Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)!!

Ughhhhh 5 things? Okay let’s try this

1. Um imma sound vain but the only feature I like about myself is my fluffy hair.

2. I’m good at multitasking

3. I get to carry my plushies everywhere.

4. I don’t really have social media

5. I will eat anything

There okay ur turn

@nanochittle @iwanturfeelins @melancholicadmirer @kidchaoss @drunkwriternim @indie-berry @girlzzinstem @humanconditionpoetry @toragay-writing @heartswill-explode

I need help. seriously

have you ever tought about your sexuality? google is kinda shitty about that because it doesn't really give me good results and I was thinking: tumblr. you can help me, right?

can I describe how I am and then the very few people that read this answer?

I have crushes on boys and I never had a crush on a girl, but I think that I wouldn't mind. but then I start thinking if I could love a girl the same way I could love a boy. but then I think: womennnn.

it's complicated, really

I really hope that the people that read this can help me, really.

well goodbye.

oh and it's currently 3:48 pm. buhbye

well I hate my name, but this looks pretty cool

would have written Charlie (the name that I actually like), but there's already one here...

carolina core

@drunkwriternim @lokiforever

(I don't know a lot of people here)

Go to pinterest, search "your name + core" then post six pictures and tag six people.

thx to the boo @damnapathetic for the tag

leo/leonidas core 😎

@lonely-parrot @sulgkoolon @atfirstblushing @cowboymoonking @moonyslastcigarette

corinthianism's fic recs

here are my personal favorite fanfics! idk how often i'll update this, but i hope you like them as much as i do :) *indicates smut

last updated: march 26, 2024

MARVEL

loki laufeyson - from the void, with love — by whirlybirbs (my fav fanfic of all time!!! i think about this fic several times in a day bro) - riptide — by starks-hero - the tailor* (series) — by birdofhermes (ao3) - time after time (series) — by goldencherriess (ao3) - a friend from work — by cozy_the_overlord (ao3)

thor odinson - god of fertility* (request) — by charnelhouse - highway don't care (but i do, i do)* (part one, part two, part three) — by spacelabrathor

peter parker (andrew garfield) - agree to disagree — by delicate-dorothea - nerdy peter (request) — by webslingingslasher - good boy x bad girl trope (request) — by webslingingslasher - hold you here, my loveliest friend* — by p3mybeloved - your friendly neighborhood sensitive spider* — by jin0 - glad you're home — by withahappyrefrain - the mechanics of a soul — by irndad - 3 is the magic number* — by withahappyrefrain - crush — by ptersparkers - as it goes — by forever-rogue - here comes the sun (part one, part two, part three) — by withahappyrefrain - stability, reciprocity, and a romance for the ages (series) — by privateanxieties (ao3 - need an account to read)

steven grant (moon knight) - hold me close — by stormkobra-5 - gift of min* — by astroboots - puzzles* — by stormkobra-5 - first time* — by luvpedropascal - domestic adonis* — by peterman-spideyparker - where it starts — by silversweetpea - fallen from heaven, grown on earth* (series) — by davosmymaster (ao3) - call me poe* — by kittyfandom (ao3) - elemental — by batsingotham (ao3) - the boy with the thorn in his side — by eating_flowers (ao3)

marc spector (moon knight) - not him — by loud-mouth-loser - it's worth it, it's divine* — by the-archxr - i'm getting to know someone — by davosmymaster (ao3)

wade wilson (deadpool) - tea and sympathy (series) — by bucketsoffrogs (ao3)

SHERLOCK (BBC)

sherlock holmes - your hidden strength — by okay-j-hannah - sublime dexterity* (part one, part two) — by daydreamtofiction - literally everything by starks-hero

SUPERNATURAL

sam winchester - playing house (part one, part two) — by uncouth-the-fifth - baby i'll stay (heaven can wait) — by uncouth-the-fifth - move over.* — by ggwritesstuff - where's your head at?* — by beau55515 - birthdays: sam winchester style* — by karleekarma (ao3) - the comforts of home — by zepskies - under the hood* — by shawslut

dean winchester - whether you like it or not — by kbeautimous (ao3) - reading you wrong — by zepskies - cherished — by thatonewriter15 (ao3) - soft touch — by wearywinchester - i love her, that's why* — by kaleldobrev - drivin' me crazy* — by lis-likes-fics

castiel - salt n' lick* — by aperfectgrace (ao3) - a bite of apple pie (series) — by ac_deanc (ao3)

THE SANDMAN

the corinthian - bring me a dream* (series, ongoing) — by placeinthemiddleofnowhere - nihil — by lis-likes-fics

dream/morpheus - sweet dreams (are made of this) — by stranger-nightmare

CRIMINAL MINDS

aaron hotchner - from eden — by heliotropehotch - gold star — by honeypiehotchner - love, an abstract concept — by luveline - honeymoon phase* (series) — by hotchsbitch (ao3)

THE BOYS

soldier boy (he's absolutely horrible but so. so. hot.) - break me down* (series) — by zepskies (go read their other stuff too!) - talk to me — by zepskies

homelander (also absolutely horrible. would sleep with him.) - if i can't have you — by watchstarscollide - milky white* — by after-witch

GAME OF THRONES

jaime lannister - i'm not made by design — by ichorai (this legitimately changed my brain chemistry)

STAR WARS

obi-wan kenobi - like turning on the light* — by full-time-make-believer (deactivated acc) (this also changed the trajectory of my life) - where it wasn't* — by 221bshrlocked - your thoughts are loud — by spidersbane - empty me out* — by 221bshrlocked - house of memories* (series) — by meshlasolus - bad idea, right?* (series) — by mischiefling (ao3) - you make me feel like dancing — by saradika (ao3) - it's a wonderful lie — by firstofficerwiggles (ao3) - temptation's kiss — by karasong (ao3) - you make my dreams* — by wickedscribbles (ao3) - like a living mirage — by karasong (ao3) - broken drought* — by rosalindbeatrice (ao3) - never grow up — by doihavetoloseyoutoo (ao3) - never ending story — by kybercrystal (ao3) - volveré* — by kxnobi (ao3)

din djarin (the mandalorian) - the savior* (part one, part two, part three) — by dindjiarin - significant — by softlyspector - touching din — by archieimagines - uncharted territory* — by pedrito-friskito - creed* — by wheresarizona - home is wherever i'm with you* (part one, part two, part three) — by saradika

DRACULA (BBC)

count dracula - the székely* (series) — by theplumsoldier

LOTR/THE HOBBIT

thranduil oropherion - a boon* (series) — by inksplots (ao3) - beauty and the beast (series) — by tamurilofrivendell (ao3)

DOCTOR SLEEP

dan torrance - of monsters and men* — by helaintoloki & obitwo - domestic life (headcanons) — by thornsinmycrown - smut alphabet* — by daincrediblegg

save me stupid fucking magician movie….. stupid magician movie save me…… magician movie………