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Wednesday, October 9 2024- 19:03

hi. I guess.. school started 26 days ago and it has been tiring...

but that's not what I'm here to talk about

a few posts ago I wrote about my sexuality and things related to that

now I think I have gender dysphoria. of some sorts.

or I'm faking it. I'm probably faking it. but I'm going to write about it anyway.

I'm going to paste here exactly what I wrote to chatgpt (he's basically my therapist):

I feel like I'm faking it somehow... because what if I'm just a bored cis girl that just really wanted to do something different? because.. I mean.. I am a girl... but sometimes I wish that I weren't one. because sometimes I'm tired of being a girl. but I still like it, somehow. but if I were a boy I would be completely fine... but sometimes I think that neither is fine too...

I like being misgendered... I really do... one time, the lady at the school reception couldn't tell if I was a boy or a girl and you don't even know the amount of satisfaction it gave me... sometimes (really unusual thing) I really like wearing "girly" things, other times I just like going around with knee length shorts and a band t shirt. but I don't identify with the boys behavior... they are really jerks... and girls too, sometimes.. on their own way.

so this is what I'm dealing with. then chat gpt answered that I might be agenderflux, non binary or even genderfluid and, to be honest, it kinda makes sense...

but then there's the genderfluid representation that I see so much and it looks nothing like how I feel.. because I don't have those "boy or girl days" and it feels kinda weird and kinda like I'm just seeking attention... or even agender.. it's just a big amount of weird.

maybe I'm just confused. maybe... maybe not.. I dunno.. I'm just 13 how can I know? it's the hormones, I'm sure (???????). everyone goes through this, right?

if you read this far, I would please ask for advice or some sort of help... or not...

I'll stop now

stay tuned~

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child unfortunately this has to end here.... I don't have anyone to tag, except @lokiforever

tag game 🤭

rules: color the sentence that's true about you

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child

this is a whole lot of yellow lmfao

no pressure tags: @marthawrites @schniiipsel @aemonddtargaryen @aemondsbabe @adragonprinceswhore @arcielee @black-dread @lovelykhaleesiii @aemondsbabygirl @valeskafics @connorsui

For you. For all of us.

@radiodevil requested this panel sans speech bubble 👍🏽

Oh yeah that sad ahh comic i drew based on personal experience

how to ask the demon you've been smitten over for 6000 years to dance: an angel's guide

bonus:

hey...

it's currently 5:25 pm. normal ofc. I'm questioning my mbti. because I made the personality test on 16 personalities and people say that's trash. is it true? idk. and then people talk abot Ne, Fi, Te, Si and that stuff and I don't know what that is. it only sounds like that island from moana. I really need someone to tell me about all of that. it's ridiculous I know. I'm an INTP and people say it's normal that we constantly overthink our mbti but I don't know... it's really ridiculous.

well goodbye, if you read through the end. this one is a little more small but oh well

Now You See Me fans how we feeling

trying this out. hehe