how to ask the demon you've been smitten over for 6000 years to dance: an angel's guide
bonus:
well I hate my name, but this looks pretty cool
would have written Charlie (the name that I actually like), but there's already one here...
carolina core
@drunkwriternim @lokiforever
(I don't know a lot of people here)
Go to pinterest, search "your name + core" then post six pictures and tag six people.
thx to the boo @damnapathetic for the tag
leo/leonidas core π
@lonely-parrot @sulgkoolon @atfirstblushing @cowboymoonking @moonyslastcigarette
actually i wasn't sure what he meant by /southern/ pansy specifically. he's an angel wouldt he have said northern pansy?
HA, that would have been a good twist actually, but itβs specifically an English expression, southern pansy meaningΒ βposh English homosexualβ because the English southern accent is stereotyped as being the posh accent, which Aziraphale definitely talks that way.
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here are my personal favorite fanfics! idk how often i'll update this, but i hope you like them as much as i do :) *indicates smut
last updated: march 26, 2024
MARVEL
loki laufeyson - from the void, with love β by whirlybirbs (my fav fanfic of all time!!! i think about this fic several times in a day bro) - riptide β by starks-hero - the tailor* (series) β by birdofhermes (ao3) - time after time (series) β by goldencherriess (ao3) - a friend from work β by cozy_the_overlord (ao3)
thor odinson - god of fertility* (request) β by charnelhouse - highway don't care (but i do, i do)* (part one, part two, part three) β by spacelabrathor
peter parker (andrew garfield) - agree to disagree β by delicate-dorothea - nerdy peter (request) β by webslingingslasher - good boy x bad girl trope (request) β by webslingingslasher - hold you here, my loveliest friend* β by p3mybeloved - your friendly neighborhood sensitive spider* β by jin0 - glad you're home β by withahappyrefrain - the mechanics of a soul β by irndad - 3 is the magic number* β by withahappyrefrain - crush β by ptersparkers - as it goes β by forever-rogue - here comes the sun (part one, part two, part three) β by withahappyrefrain - stability, reciprocity, and a romance for the ages (series) β by privateanxieties (ao3 - need an account to read)
steven grant (moon knight) - hold me close β by stormkobra-5 - gift of min* β by astroboots - puzzles* β by stormkobra-5 - first time* β by luvpedropascal - domestic adonis* β by peterman-spideyparker - where it starts β by silversweetpea - fallen from heaven, grown on earth* (series) β by davosmymaster (ao3) - call me poe* β by kittyfandom (ao3) - elemental β by batsingotham (ao3) - the boy with the thorn in his side β by eating_flowers (ao3)
marc spector (moon knight) - not him β by loud-mouth-loser - it's worth it, it's divine* β by the-archxr - i'm getting to know someone β by davosmymaster (ao3)
wade wilson (deadpool) - tea and sympathy (series) β by bucketsoffrogs (ao3)
SHERLOCK (BBC)
sherlock holmes - your hidden strength β by okay-j-hannah - sublime dexterity* (part one, part two) β by daydreamtofiction - literally everything by starks-hero
SUPERNATURAL
sam winchester - playing house (part one, part two) β by uncouth-the-fifth - baby i'll stay (heaven can wait) β by uncouth-the-fifth - move over.* β by ggwritesstuff - where's your head at?* β by beau55515 - birthdays: sam winchester style* β by karleekarma (ao3) - the comforts of home β by zepskies - under the hood* β by shawslut
dean winchester - whether you like it or not β by kbeautimous (ao3) - reading you wrong β by zepskies - cherished β by thatonewriter15 (ao3) - soft touch β by wearywinchester - i love her, that's why* β by kaleldobrev - drivin' me crazy* β by lis-likes-fics
castiel - salt n' lick* β by aperfectgrace (ao3) - a bite of apple pie (series) β by ac_deanc (ao3)
THE SANDMAN
the corinthian - bring me a dream* (series, ongoing) β by placeinthemiddleofnowhere - nihil β by lis-likes-fics
dream/morpheus - sweet dreams (are made of this) β by stranger-nightmare
CRIMINAL MINDS
aaron hotchner - from eden β by heliotropehotch - gold star β by honeypiehotchner - love, an abstract concept β by luveline - honeymoon phase* (series) β by hotchsbitch (ao3)
THE BOYS
soldier boy (he's absolutely horrible but so. so. hot.) - break me down* (series) β by zepskies (go read their other stuff too!) - talk to me β by zepskies
homelander (also absolutely horrible. would sleep with him.) - if i can't have you β by watchstarscollide - milky white* β by after-witch
GAME OF THRONES
jaime lannister - i'm not made by design β by ichorai (this legitimately changed my brain chemistry)
STAR WARS
obi-wan kenobi - like turning on the light* β by full-time-make-believer (deactivated acc) (this also changed the trajectory of my life) - where it wasn't* β by 221bshrlocked - your thoughts are loud β by spidersbane - empty me out* β by 221bshrlocked - house of memories* (series) β by meshlasolus - bad idea, right?* (series) β by mischiefling (ao3) - you make me feel like dancing β by saradika (ao3) - it's a wonderful lie β by firstofficerwiggles (ao3) - temptation's kiss β by karasong (ao3) - you make my dreams* β by wickedscribbles (ao3) - like a living mirage β by karasong (ao3) - broken drought* β by rosalindbeatrice (ao3) - never grow up β by doihavetoloseyoutoo (ao3) - never ending story β by kybercrystal (ao3) - volverΓ©* β by kxnobi (ao3)
din djarin (the mandalorian) - the savior* (part one, part two, part three) β by dindjiarin - significant β by softlyspector - touching din β by archieimagines - uncharted territory* β by pedrito-friskito - creed* β by wheresarizona - home is wherever i'm with you* (part one, part two, part three) β by saradika
DRACULA (BBC)
count dracula - the szΓ©kely* (series) β by theplumsoldier
LOTR/THE HOBBIT
thranduil oropherion - a boon* (series) β by inksplots (ao3) - beauty and the beast (series) β by tamurilofrivendell (ao3)
DOCTOR SLEEP
dan torrance - of monsters and men* β by helaintoloki & obitwo - domestic life (headcanons) β by thornsinmycrown - smut alphabet* β by daincrediblegg
Tuesday, September 3 2024- 00:40
started adding the date because I like reading old entries and it's confusing because I don't know when they're from
anyway
school starts in 10 days. I don't wish that, obviously. I don't like school anymore. to be fair, I never did. I like learning but the learning method of school is just too overwhelming, too generic.
I received my school schedule and it's shit. also, a new student is joining my class which is the worst because he already failed the grade so he's repeating it. yay, more stupid people.
I promised myself that I would ace this school year. every time I start thinking about that more I wonder if I'm lying to myself. I can't possibly go through this school year with no problem.
I already know who's gonna sit next to me on classes. it's alphabetical order so I'm always going to seat next to that one girl who's not seated to her best friend because of me. and I'm always in the middle. she's annoying. I could say that I pretty much like when the teachers change our seats.
I've got too much on my mind that I'd like to write. on this moment I'd like to write about me thinking that I have adhd, my friends, my possible crush on a girl that I barely met but I know lots of things about because of my mother, the fact that I over share too much... etc... glad I listed it
but I still want to talk about school. last school year I kinda learned how to study and honestly, it's very chaotic. I stay hours studying for a test because I get focused on that. it needs to be a quiet place at the right temperature, no food or I'll get distracted, my headphones with brian eno's music and taking notes on a random notebook. that's the only way it works. my mother always says that for me to keep my studying balanced I should do it everyday. and I agree but how can I if I can't focus? it's too much distractions around me. too much freedom.
yes. that's the word. freedom. I got my phone next to me so I get distracted with it but if I don't have my phone I can't possibly listen to music because I don't know how to make the damn cassette work. and then I can always go downstairs and just watch tv because the door is unlocked and no one could make me focus. it's too much freedom. I have the freedom to let myself walk around the house doing anything but study. I have the freedom of going to my phone and just stay with that.
then I got the pressure. from my classmates, I mean. and from my family but I'll talk about that in a few moments. imagine this: the teacher is handing the tests and I get a grade lower than 90, my usual. once, I got a 71, my lowest grade if I recall it correctly. I started crying. for a lot of my classmates, a 71 on physics&chemistry is a miracle, the best thing ever. not for me. so I started crying as I already said and pretty much everyone was judging me, except, ofc, my half a dozen of real friends. "If I was her I would be happy"; " what is she even crying about, that's a great grade for me". exactly. for them. I gotta admit..my grades fell a little that time. but they got better. then we have my parents. when I told them about the grade they didn't get mad. my mother laughed. she said "you'll have to deal with that. next time study more. I told you already. study everyday". my parents always say "you got us used to these high grades. it's really a disappointment to know that your grades are getting lower". I get so frustrated with those words...
I was going to write something more about this but I forgot... oh well...
if you read until the end thank you very much for listening to my thoughts.
stay tuned
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