lovedevcured-moved
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#RUINEDWILD → an ind private mumu heavily based on my own world building set in elvenea . main muses with multiple secondary characters fully revamped in july 2024 . liberated by kai
pls interact with this post to either plot or for a random starter thanks.
“ well i've got all of your attention now so i guessed it all worked out somehow ? ” he said laughing nudging gently on the arm “ c'mon don't get all serious on me now kiha i was just joking of course and i just missed seeing your stupid little face. ”
❛ ignoring? yah - you think i could be just keeping my attention on you all the time, i can't even keep attention on myself. ❜ huff leaves him, arms moving and coming folded underneath chest. ❛ are you trying to impress me if so - its not working well. ❜ / @lovedevcured
xseaofrosesx:
Minjun nodded as he understood. “Don’t cry.. I promise to go as slow as you need me to go.” He reached out carefully wiping away his tears. He held Youngnam close to his chest letting him cry into his arms. He rubbed his back tracing small circles on his back trying his best to soothe him. He hummed softly and looked down at him. “Can I do anything for you to make you feel better??” He asked him not wanting him to feel guilty or scared.
he just felt so very helpless in this situation often priding in himself that he would always have plan to get out of any sticky situation. but with what was happening now between the both of them was entirely unplanned as he obviously no intention in telling the older male just how truly felt about them and that he really wanted to take their relationship if you could even call it that at this point really to the next level thinking that now was not the right time for him to tell them as he was much too scared to face what they’d say about his sudden confession or how they would react to it as the last thing he wanted was for them to outright reject them or even worse comes to worse leave them because of this but yes ! he still did have the plan to tell them about this when they were both ready enough in their relationship to go through it but now that after just one intense drunken night out together here he was crying his eyes out having already confessed how he truly felt about his bestfriend and though they had confessed in return that they had felt the same way about him and wanted to given being boyfriends of one another a try opting in to take things as slow as he needed it to be ─── he just felt so much shame for forcing the other male into this situation without their prior consent as he had just practically dragged them into this mess on this lazy sunday afternoon where they should be just laying around nursing away their hangovers from the night prior here they both were coming to terms with the reality of what their relationship would and should be though he was still grateful towards minjun for being so warm & patient with him and despite everything they’ve both already gone through just today he had promised to be with youngnam through thick and thin no matter what at this point clinging on more tightly to the older male wanting to savor in their warmth as he slowly began to wipe away his remaining tears from his face before turning back towards them with a small smile already creeping onto his lips “ thank you so very much minjun for understanding. ” he said planting a gentle little kiss onto their cheek “ i’m just so sorry for being a crybaby today but maybe i can make it to you for all of the mess i’ve created today how about we have a movie night in and i can whip up some sort of feast for you how does that sound ? ” he added letting out a cute little giggle in response brushing one of his free hands onto their cheek.
on any other given day he'd never the type to be strict boss towards his employees and willingly enforce harsh punishments on them. that had always been his father as he could already hear him constantly reminding him to maintain the strict code of conduct at his company once he were to retire for good and he would FINALLY took over ownership of it and at the time he honestly had no intention to carry over that tradition within the company thinking that he never wanted to be just like his father , but in this situation he was shaping up just to be exactly like his father coupled that with his penchant of doing whatever his tiny little heart desired in this world no matter how dark that might entail his next upcoming victim and with the other male arriving to his office later than usual even if he didn't plan on this happening today as he'd already thought of another lame excuse he could pull up from deep within his own mind this was probably the best of both worlds for at this point so he obviously didn't want to squander his rare oppurtunity that he was currently faced with in order to satisfy his dark urges especially since he had been eyeing on getting morgan in his clutches from quite sometime now clearing his throat before he spoke again “ that is not a valid excuse for being late when i've called for you. ” he said making direct eye contact with the other male as he paused for dramatic effect wanting to keep them on their toes at this point before he continued on “ however since you're willing to admit you're at fault i'll give you a chance to beg for my forgiveness in this case so come here for a second. ” he added trailing off his words as motioned for them to come closer to his desk still maintaining direct eye contact with them as he waited for his words to be obeyed as the last thing he wanted was to waste his time when he could just as easily call over another employee to replace them and obey his every command.
"Sure." Morgan hadn't exactly meant to be late but traffic's a little bit annoying. Just trying to get some money in so he can finally get past this whole 'influencing is just a hobby' vibe. He takes a seat. "Apologies, traffic was bad. I accept any punishment you feel necessary for that."
╰ @xseaofrosesx
it was never a bad idea to take up a friend on their offer at least in his eyes. it wasn't like though he was going to do anything bad by doing so he just wanted to see with his own two eyes just how the older male was at least going off of what he had been told by a friend of his on this matter maybe this would be worth his while maybe not who really knows ? it wouldn't really hurt him in the long run if he didn't find out for himself all kidding aside though he had heard nothing but very good things about the older male and he was both CURIOUS to know if they were really like that in person and if they would be open to also becoming friends with him too as so far in his very young life he had only been friends with minhyuk who had pretty much raised him since he was a pup as his parents never really wanted anything to do with him after finding out that he had been tainted in a way which was never his own fault but still did hold a slight grudge on his parents for rejecting him when they did by sending off to the pound never to see him again though he still have it in his heart to one day see them again and pretty much ask them why did they abandoned him when he truly needed them as since then he always did seek that level of approval and love from other people especially those older than him as from what was previously mentioned he never received that level of love from his own birth parents with only the latter taking care of him when he was young so with that in mind he was curious on how exactly the older male would be in mind and if he'd accept him with open arms just like minhyuk had when he was younger. after wondering for quite sometime as he didn't exactly have the best sense of direction even with the map the latter had provided him to where they knew they would hang out most but he did eventually get there at least he thinks that he did upon entering he quickly scanned the room and spotted them just as quickly going up to them and giving them a quick tap on the shoulder “ hey ! i'm so sorry to bother you but you aren't jaebeom by any chance right ? ”
no matter how many times they'd fight and argue with one another over the same stupid little things. he would be lying even to himself that no matter volatile their relationship had become over the years they've been together there was something almost inhuman that had been pulling him towards ian , that no matter how many times he'd go over and over in his head that he had to get over the other male and move on with his life no matter how many times he'd tried to focus on himself and his son maybe ? even put all of his remaining energies into running his cafe leaving him in the past finally nothing would work almost as if they were destined to be each other even if when they were still together in the past all they pretty much did was yell at each other at the top of their lungs after one if not both of them triggered an argument between them over the smallest of things and after they'd get tired of that they'd only end up having the angriest hate sex afterwards in order to make up for having their little fight earlier and then they'd just as easily repeat the same VICIOUS cycle over & over day in and day out though they did have their good days together yes ! which for obvious reasons was something that mingyu had missed very dearly showing each other maybe even themselves just why they ended up with each other in the first place even if it was still quite hazy in his mind probably due in part to the alcohol he'd already consumed at the party they were both currently attending he could still remember how they both first meet each other and how they both slowly but surely fell in love with each other , how they gotten to know each other through late night talks while out late at night when their kids had gotten to bed of course walking by han river or even the fact that both of their kids had become so very close with each other through the years they've gotten to know each other and eventually dated one another which was obviously something he really appreciated about ian that despite all of their bad times together they both at the end of the day truly loved each other no doubt about that the only question is that does that fact still hold up even today ? with how palpable their reactions to seeing each other for the first time again after many years apart from one other it was almost as if they had finally found their missing half their missing piece and even if there were still very evident warning signs for them not to get back together there was still no denying that deep down within his heart that he still want ian back in his life again and to pretty much pick up from where they had left off from one another in the past the question is though is that would the other still reciprocate his feelings like this and be willing to continue along with their relationship just like it was in the past or would they reject their advances outright for whatever other reason they may have as no matter how much he loved the other male there was still no inkling on if they still felt the same way as he did with them.
though the very though still linger at the back of his mind though was if they did for whatever miracle he could pray for would they end up the same way they were in the past. as from looking at them during the present day they hadn't really changed that much maybe ? this was probably the alcohol talking here but in his eyes he did get more handsome as time passed but as if snapping back into reality shaking his head he responded “ oh ! i'm sorry but i'm doing good as well i've just been busy with my cafe and haven't really gotten time to go out like this unlike today of course. ” he said let out a soft chuckle in response as he leaned in for their kiss onto his cheek wishing that it wasn't so bittersweet as he'd already longed for their arms to be wrapped around him like it had been in the past though he was just as happy to be around them again like this he just wished that they were to meet again not under such awkward circumstances though he can only dream of that at this point really. “ well i'm really glad to see you again ian. ” he added words lingering as he tried to mask behind them what his heart really wanted to say to the other male how he truly felt about them , how he'd longed to be with them again and be in their embrace like they had in the past he just hoped though there was something between them before it was too late of course.
𖹭 𝅄 . ׁ ˳ he would be a hypocrite if he claimed ignorance about the reasons behind the inevitable end of their relationship . he couldn't escape the awareness that everything had grown suffocating and overwhelming between them . the constant bickering and heated arguments had painted their love in shades of conflict . yet , as much as it no longer felt right , he found it excruciatingly challenging to walk away . everything connected to mingyu held an addictive allure that defied reason . breaking up had become a difficult task because he had grown accustomed to mingyu's presence . despite the fights , mingyu had always been his refuge , until that one fateful day when everything changed , and as if by some mystical force , they became strangers , fading from each other's lives . he had tried to move on , but mia made it nearly impossible with her persistent inquiries about mingyu . the little girl seemed oblivious to the complexity of their split . deep down , he recognized that he could never truly erase mingyu from his heart , and seeing him at the party only confirmed this painful truth . ian , although slightly taken aback by the unexpected reunion , finds himself drawn to his ex lover and steps closer . perhaps it was the effect of the alcohol coursing through his veins that emboldened him , or maybe it was a surge of long buried emotions . he couldn't say for sure , but there he was , making his way toward mingyu , the echo of his heartbeat filling his ears . “ hey , ” he utters , his hand landing on mingyu's shoulder as he leans in to plant an almost involuntary kiss on his cheek . ian doesn’t care if he’s being imprudent , he’s never done . the scent of mingyu's perfume lingers in the air as he pulls back , finally meeting mingyu's gaze . he hasn’t changed much , or at least not significantly , he thinks . perhaps his hair is a bit longer ? ian isn’t sure , but mingyu still possesses that timeless beauty that captivated him . “ i'm good . ” he replies , his eyes never leaving mingyu's face . there’s a subtle clenching of his jaw , a sign that beneath the veneer of civility , emotions still simmer . “ i never thought i'd see you again either . i haven't seen you at any of the other parties so . . . i thought you'd moved to another city or something . ” he admits . “ how about you ? ” he asks , his head tilted slightly to the side . “ how . . . how have you been ? ”
open to : m or f .
he was somewhat surprised that they even bothered to show up in the first place let alone to agree to his prior request to hangout. as he really wasn't sure about them wanting to even be seen with him in the first place or even be associated with him around campus but still he was glad that even if they had known each other and gotten to become friends with one another in such a short space of time they were still up to hanging out with him as they both clearly had nothing to do on this lazy sunday morning with having no classes today nor anything else exciting to do online he decided to take that plunch and send them a quick text inviting them out to meet the nearby football field across their dorms on campus and he just thought that they could combine their heads together and come up with something excited to do that day. casually leaning against the handrail as he waited for them to arrive though it did get him worried that they even bother showing up together figuring out that they'd something else better to do that day but to his surprise there they were standing in front of him with a small smile creeping up onto his features as he stepped closer to them shoving both of his hands into his pockets “ well i'm glad that you FINALLY showed up. ” he joked letting out a soft chuckled in response before wrapping one of his arms around theirs as they began to walk away from the football field “ joking aside i'm just glad that you actually showed up today ─── now enough with the sappy stuff where did you want to go today , my treat maybe ? ” he continued letting out another soft chuckle in response with his smile growing even wider thinking of what kind of trouble that they'd end up causing today and who knows ? this would probably be their chance of getting closer with one another.
╰ @levantcrs
on the surface there seemed to be nothing out of the ordinary between the both of them. as throughout the short time they've gotten to know each other they have gotten pretty close with one another though being like this did already really raise eyebrows as they were not the most likely of pairings as she seemed very innocent and clean while him on the other hand was the complete opposite being very rough around the edges , without a single care in the entire world only really looking after himself and of course as if like clockwork she had been warned about him and his reputation around town for being more than a bad boy even being labelled an outright danger to her and her budding singing career but that hadn't really deterred them both from being friends or maybe even something more ? as the more and more they spent time together there was already something bubbling under the surface with the prolonged maybe accidental eye contact and the hand holding though it wasn't like woohyuk was the type to gain feelings for the other just because of those surface level things as there was no way he would ever let himself become so weak & venerable with someone but it was different with hyemi as she just made him feel all so warm and fuzzy on the inside almost like he was truly loved by her in the platonic sense of course which he'd never felt before in his life really though there were lingering thoughts that what if all of this was just face value that they truly were just FRIENDS with one another nothing more nothing else and yes ! those sort of things did take quite a lot of time to get an answer to but it wasn't like he'd received that privilege as one day while they were going through their typical day together hanging out doing nothing really in particular his once closed off heart had maybe by accident who really knows on that what he really wanted to say out loud as they were just holding hands “ you're so pretty. ” he said but once his brain had fully been made aware what he had just said to them he sat up on the bed they were both laying down on covering his mouth with his hand wishing he'd never said what he said not really knowing what he had to say next until “ oh shit ! i'm so sorry about that hyemi must have been a slip of the tongue ─── i'm so in love with you. ” he added already going red in the face as he was still in shock on what he was even saying right now.
╰ @levantcrs
just by looking at the both of them you'd never think that they would end up in the same circles let alone falling madly in love with one another. but despite all of the differences in terms of they lived their lives here they were desperately wanting to shout their love from the rooftops for all of seoul to see and have that oh ! so simple luxury of stepping out in public holding hands without being harassed by both the media and fans alike there was no way that would ever happened especially given how her powerful family would NEVER accept someone as lowly as an idol into their own family and nor would his overtly loyal fanbase would allow him to date anyone that wouldn't be them they both still made their ways in order to make time for each other throughout their very busy schedules having to sneak out at very late into the night and meet by the convenience store just down the road from each other from all the way to keeping secret phones away from the prying eyes of parents and managers where they'd label each other under not so obvious names in order to prevent anyone from finding out their relationship and blasting out to the media for a little bit of clout here & there. regardless of all of the secrecy they had endure for their relationship they were both still very happy with each other and were very much in love with each other and though they didn't have it ideal they wouldn't change a single time within their relationship for the world as long as they still had each other to lean on and it was on one cold slightly rainy night after a long day of going through with their schedules that they really wanted to see each other again as they'd clearly missed the warmth of their embrace on such a cold night sending over a quick text to her as all of the other members in his group had fallen asleep along with their manager most importantly his face already began to light up as his phone screen began to light up with their reply agreeing to meet up for a quick late night dinner outside getting changed and outside quietly he made his way to their usual spot , having already bought the food prior setting up on the a vacant park bench waiting for them to arrive breaking out into a huge smile as soon as he saw them standing up and stretching his arms out wide for them. “ oh ! there you finally are come here babe i missed you so very much. ” he said planting a gentle kiss onto their forehead.
"Wait so you're afraid of me? I guess I probably shouldn't have taken you on a date in the woods then huh? You'd better start running"
hozier lyrics, hozier (expanded edition)
❛ i should've worshipped them sooner. ❜
❛ we were born sick. ❜
❛ the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you. ❜
❛ i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. ❜
❛ good god, let me give you my life. ❜
❛ there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin. ❜
❛ it's toying somewhere between love and abuse. ❜
❛ no more alone or myself i could be. ❜
❛ [i/you] lurched like a stray to the arms that were open. ❜
❛ i lay my heart down with the rest at [your/their] feet. ❜
❛ i wonder if it's better now having survived. ❜
❛ i'm so tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes. ❜
❛ no better version of me i could pretend to be tonight. ❜
❛ [they/you] found me just in time. ❜
❛ cause with my mid-youth crisis all said and done, i need to be youthfully felt cause i never felt young. ❜
❛ it'd be great to find a place we could escape sometimes. ❜
❛ we tried the world and it wasn't for us. ❜
❛ you knew who i was with every step that i ran to you. ❜
❛ would things be easier if there was a right way? ❜
❛ honey, there is no right way. ❜
❛ i fall in love just a little bit every day with someone new. ❜
❛ there's an art to life's distractions. ❜
❛ love with every stranger, the stranger the better. ❜
❛ all i've ever done is hide. ❜
❛ when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes, i feel ike a person for a moment of my life. ❜
❛ but you don't know what the hell you put me through. ❜
❛ it feels good to be alone with you. ❜
❛ there are questions i can't ask. ❜
❛ now, at last, the worst is over. ❜
❛ i know that you hate this place. ❜
❛ there's something tragic about you, something so magic about you, don't you agree? ❜
❛ there's something lonesome about you, something so wholesome about you. ❜
❛ innocence died screaming. ask me, i should know. ❜
❛ there's something broken about this but i might be hoping about this. ❜
❛ we'll lay here for years or for hours, your hand in my hand. so still and discreet. ❜
❛ i'd be home with you. ❜
❛ any way to distract and sedate. ❜
❛ i'm somewhere outside my life. i keep scratching but somehow i can't get in. ❜
❛ don't you stand there watching me, won't you? ❜
❛ don't you join in, you're supposed to drag me away from it. ❜
❛ i'm so full of love, i could barely eat. ❜
❛ [they/you] are sweet as can be. [they/you] give me toothaches just from kissing me. ❜
❛ no grave can hold my body down, i'll crawl home to [them/you]. ❜
❛ you never asked me once about the wrong i did. ❜
❛ [you/they] would never fret none about what my hands and my body done. ❜
❛ if the lord don't forgive me, i'd still have you and you would have me. ❜
❛ why were you digging? what did you bury? ❜
❛ i will not ask you where you came from. i will not ask and neither should you. ❜
❛ just put your sweet lips on my lips. we should just kiss like real people do. ❜
❛ i know that look, eyes always seeking. ❜
❛ i will not ask you why you were creeping. in some sad way, i already know. ❜
❛ you know better than to smile at me like that. ❜
❛ i know who i am when i'm alone. ❜
❛ you don't understand. you should never know how easy you are to need. ❜
❛ don't let me in with no intention to keep me. ❜
❛ it can't be unlearned. i've known the warmth of your doorways. ❜
❛ i'll find my way back to you. ❜
❛ my heart is heavy with the hate of some other man's beliefs. ❜
❛ screaming the name of a foreigner's good is the purest expression of grief. ❜
❛ i feel no control of my body. i feel no safety in [your/their] arms. ❜
❛ all that i've been taught and every word i've got is foreign to me. ❜
❛ it looks ugly but it's clean. ❜
❛ your fight and fury is fiery. ❜
❛ it's worth it, it's divine. i have this some of the time. ❜
❛ you called my name til the fever broke. ❜
❛ i heard a scream in the woods somewhere. ❜
❛ i turned and ran to save a life i didn't have. ❜
❛ i need you to run to me. run to me! ❜
❛ when i was a child, i heard voices. some would sing and some would scream. ❜
❛ don't you ever tame your demons but always keep them on a leash. ❜
❛ you've done me wrong for a long, long time. ❜
❛ after all you've done, i never changed my mind. ❜
❛ please, try to love me. ❜
❛ my love will never die. ❜
“ well if you hadn't been ignoring me this past week i wouldn't have to resort to such extremes now would i ? ”
start running kiha coming thru @lovedevcured
❛ you fell straight into my arms. you know, if you wanted my attention you didn't have to go to such extremes. ❜
he'd always longed for a fresh start in life especially after the day he'd been turned. with having no longer anymore contact with his family being much too afraid to get back into contact with them after what had happened wanting to save them from the monster he had become against his own will and after quite sometime of living in the shadow he'd only now step out and regain back the life he used to live with one way of doing that within his own mind was to finally get a place of his own and start attending classes again and yeah ! sure the current place he was living at was not the very best , but it was still best he could afford at this time in his young life while still attending the nearby college and a working a part time job on the weekends he still obviously wanted to make the best out of an already bad situation for him. and plus it wasn't like any really exciting happened around there anyways which was a good thing for him in this case valuing more than anything his own peace & quiet that was until he heard the loud cluttering of glass right outside when he was studying one day rushing outside to see what had happened only to find a beautiful girl having dropped their things going over to help them. “ oh ! miss are you ok ? do you need any HELP with those boxes ? ” he asked flashing a rather toothy grin at them.
open to: anyone! ch: sailor kwog. ( pinterest in source ) plot: sailor just moved in to your muses apartment building. while carrying things to her apartment, she drops her large box of crystals and your muse is like ??? crystals??????
"GOD DAMN IT!" Sailor shouts in the stairway, crystals now rolling down a few steps onto the floor and hitting the wall. A loud billow of frustrated air comes from deep in her chest. Some of them had shattered into a few splinters, others had cracked in half. The dark dressed girl sits down on a stair, completely defeated hearing footsteps coming towards the stairwell.
xseaofrosesx:
Yejoon nodded as he was a little tired already and would need to unpack his stuff and get used to his new home. “Sounds good..” It had been a very long ride and he was wanting to get used to his new environment. “Sure.. I’d like to meet them if they’re ready to meet me of course.” He took his hand shivering slightly as it was really cold it was. “Just lead the way..” He smiled as he would follow him out.
he was just glad that despite how awkward things had gotten between them they were still so kind to humour them to an extent. and even if on any given day there would be no way he’d react and speak so boldly to a mere stranger without there being a mutual understanding between the both of them and plus what made it even more awkward at least in his eyes was that they were practically working for him , with his parents hiring them out to paint a series of family portraits in order to shore up their public image as of late and as previously mentioned it would never be like him to brazenly act like a such a fool towards the person he had developed a crush on no matter how many times he tries to deny that fact at this point what on earth would even dare to explain why he’d been acting so odd around them even he would more often than not act rather cold and aloof towards people especially the ones he hadn’t meet before in order maintain that mysterious vibe he had about himself. but with them things were clearly between the both of them though he wasn’t even sure if they had felt that same way as he did at this point in time when for all he knows they just probably thought he was being weird and was probably like this towards all of their guest human or otherwise to their castle which hadn’t been a lot in the past few centuries which would probably explain why he’d been rusty when interacting with the other male as it had probably been quite sometime since he’d interacted with a human , let alone another one of his own kind in what felt like centuries then again though there was no way that he’d be so rusty to the point where he would make a complete fool of himself to a mere stranger and within his own parent’s house no less he just hoped that none of the servants around would be so kind to report this MISTAKE in his judgement to his parents or he’d be deep trouble but for now though he just keep that same cool levelheadedness he’d always have about himself and then strike when the oppurtunity permits it with the other male and maybe ? get to know them a little bit more before making his move on them so to speak. “ sounds good to me i’m pretty sure they’d be dying to finally meet you so please follow me. ” he said heading in the direction of his parent’s office within the grand castle.
xseaofrosesx:
Minho came out from the employee area with his jacket and his school bag. He slipped the jacket around him and zipped it up. “I didn’t have any place in mind.. I do need something to eat though as we can pick up something on our way through. I haven’t had dinner yet. We can go wherever our heart takes us.” He moved a little closer to him as they walked along the busy streets.
he was quite surprised that the other male had still decided to go along with him tonight as he was almost half expecting them to not even show up after they said that they’d go with him after their shift would end. or at least that they did come back to him that they’d just outright avoid him or just plain ignore him acting like he was not even there at this time but it wasn’t like he had ever doubted minho as they did still return and willingly still wanted to go with after their shift had ended in hindsight though that reason why he’d been thinking like that at the time was probably due to the fact that despite being quite CLOSE or at least friendly acquaintances in the past they had gotten off on the wrong foot due in part to the people around them with the both of them quickly becoming victims after the aftermath of samuel and jae breaking up after many years of being together as couple and with samuel not really taking the lose very well not at all actually quickly loosing his mind and caving into those dark and lurid thoughts swimming around in his own head obsessing over wanting to get back together with the latter at any cost necessary with the both of them getting caught in the crossfire of that and drifting apart but now that they have this new lease on life they could start from the beginning and become friends with one another slowly but surely overtime even develop something even deeper than that time could only tell on that though flashing a warm smile to the other male as they had come out wrapping his free hand around their shoulder as they walked down the busy street glancing over at them maintaining eye contact as they spoke “ no worries about my friend we can eat anywhere you’d like it will be my treat maybe ? now where would you like to eat ? ” he asked still smiling as they continued to walk down the street with nowhere to go really at this point until he suggested. “ oh ! maybe we could go to the han river and eat some street food there ? if you’re up for it of course since i heard it can very pretty at this time of night. ” he added pausing briefly to wait for their answer to his suggestion.
xseaofrosesx:
“Yes, that’s what I’m wondering why you’re here after what happened.” He also remained eye contact with him tilting his head slightly wondering if he was plotting anything. “I think maybe you felt something during our little choreography run through. That’s what it is isn’t it??” He questioned just wanting to make sure he’s on the same page as him. He could tell the other was questioning something but he wasn’t sure what. He wondered if he felt something for him.
now that he was face to face with the other male now that there was no one else that could distract them from focusing on the matter at hand. he doesn’t even know what to say to them because he clearly was just as lost if not even much more lost than they were at this very moment because if he were to truly to say to them what was on their mind right now he was unsure of what they’d say to him let alone how they’d even react since as far as their current relationship was with each other it was very much strained they had practically hated each other and saw each other more as competition than as friends if you could even call them that at this point really. and yeah ! sure they had been friends or at least they were on friendly terms still when they were in school together especially at the start of knowing each other back then but the more & more pressure and dread they both felt or at least that was what he was thinking at that time to succeed and make a name for himself outside of his already well known and well connected family with both of his parents equally pushing him to do more , be something much more bigger than they ever were in this world he freely to distance himself from them and over time saw them as an equal but more of a rival if that even made any sense in anyone else’s mind other than his but with them now graduated and working through their way in this world something inside of him that he had for the longest time had been suppressing for reasons that he himself not say out loud even to himself but then again with that moment that had happened between them had somehow someway sparked something inside of him and just like he was on autopilot he’d rushed over after he had gotten himself changed into their trailer unannounced ready maybe ? to confess what he had been feeling for the other male all this time gulping down the thick saliva that was already forming within his throat clearing it before he actually began to speak “ alright ! but please don’t say this to anyone else. ” he said with pleading eyes already battling with himself that he was about to let loose his darkest secret to them he was just hoping that whatever the outcome that it would all turn out all good at the end taking in a deep breath closing both of his eyes very briefly in order to calm himself down mainly before he spoke up again “ if i were to be honest YES i did. ” he added silently praying that their next words or actions for that matter would not be so harsh on him for feeling this way towards them at this time.
he remained mainly unfaced by their words fully being made aware now that if he was truly unhappy with his end of the bargain he could have easily killed them on the spot even if choose to. but with the lifetime his faced of nothing but blood and violence from even when he was still a kid with his father running his own kind of crime empire that he had now taken over some quite sometime after his father's passing he didn't want to spill anymore innocent blood when he didn't need to which he didn't need have to at this time thinking that there would some other way that he could use the other male any other way really ? other than having to led them like a lamb to slaughter as if it wasn't obviously now at this point that he didn't want to keep the other around with him as they'd be too much a burden to feed and keep alive and with the fact still fresh in his mind that he'd been cheated out of something that was supposed to rightfully his in the first place by their previous owner he could find some sort of use for them somehow even if it meant having to use them for own pleasure which was clearly not yet off of the table at this point of time he just have to wait and see really. all he could was let out a soft sigh in response to their words but still not breaking eye contact with them before he choose to speak again “ i didn't expect this much talk back from my latest pet but that can be easily worked on. ” he said with a slight smirk gracing his features already thinking up of the ways he could easily make his money back with them and then some but it were not to work in the end for him he could always USE him to his heart's desires motioning to the guard within the room with them at this time to pick up the other male and bring him to their new quarters and get them ready for tonight. “ get him out of my sight. ”
"Do you think I want to be here anymore than you want me here?" He doesn't care when the shirt collar is grabbed, his hands at his side. Skipper sighs heavily. "Should have just killed me if you didn't want me, no one's going to look for a dead man anyway." He straightens his shirt once the other lets go. "Though, understood."
damagcdart:
peony grasped at her heart, over the dark maroon sweater that kept her cozy and warm. there was something wrong, in the sense of the unknown. she placed the cups on a nearby place, and ran the tissues along the areas that got splashed, thanking him again in the process.
makade nenookaasi shared the wealth with nature, all things born with the air, the wind, the fire and the water. all of the elements were known as home to the spirits who had guided and allowed peace to the journey forward. once she realized that the love between the two slowly started cracking, the heart of hers had tried to stay strong and calm the emotions that had fallen. her heart, her soul wanted to bind the broken connection, though this different kind of wealth was so unknown to anything she believed in … though, to survive, she had to make the abrupt decision to leave. to run in hopes that reincarnation could bring them together, that spiritual love can last longer than humans know. she didn’t want this to become a mere dream, in which she would wake up crying, and craving the warmth that she knew with him. the birch bark canoe no longer brought a piece of adventure, as the tears in the water below stained her eyes. the cries had gone on, a part of her heart had been missing, the second they lost physical contact. her form had died, the emotions went to the water, the flame, the gusts of wind that travel with the leaves. in order to keep her mind at bay, she made sure to give life meaning, to appreciate each and every single day… and now that she had her last breath… all she wondered was when they would meet again and how powerful it would be to look at him, knowing the love she had didn’t shatter. she kept it growing instead.
“i am a party goer. and don’t apologize. i do happen to be lost in the train of thought too. you aren’t alone is what i mean to say. i got invited out too. three month anniversary of friendship.” she had hoped to remain in a steady headspace, but being beside this stranger… drumming. she could hear a hummingbird, along with a woman singing. “you… “ peony wanted to apologize as she went to wipe a tear off her cheek. more and more tears simultaneously fell. “i don’t… trust me. i don’t want to cry in front of you. i don’t know what’s gotten into me.” she turned her face away. “honestly, i was going to offer you a drink for helping out… but now i feel pathetic asking you while i am a mess.”
it was more and more evident that just being near each other was already starting to effect each other more than they’d hope. which from the outside looking in was rather strange was they had NEVER meet one another beforehand and there clearly was such a deep and profound connection already built up between the both of them and obviously it would be like he wanted to jump to conclusion here and just come out with it that he thinks that they are his long lost lover that had died alongside their love many many years ago how ridiculous would that sound to any other person ? he’d just as quickly laughed at mocked for the duration he would studying at the school at least that was the mere thoughts that were running through his mind at that time it was something he was telling himself moreso knowing if anyone of his brothers were here with him right now they’d just as easily tell him that there was no proven way that they were them that what he was feeling inside was nothing unless he could prove for a fact that the person standing in front of him right now was the same person that he had loved with all of his undying heart that he’d just as easily given over his kingdom and then some to her in order to make her happy and that he’d gave up all of his riches and privileges that he had at birth right he’d gladly throw all of that way like it was nothing to have her again in his loving arms. but then again he could not as easily deny what he was feeling inside of his heart that as previously stated that he just felt in his gut feeling that despite never seeing this person ever in his newly reincarnated life was the one his only true love but how exactly was he going to prove them to anyone let alone to the people that he grown to care for over the centuries as them just randomly out of nowhere crying was just a mere coincidence maybe it was because of something unrelated in their life maybe it really was the universe’s way of saying that this was the sign that they had finally found one another after many centuries looking for each other through their shared lifetimes he just had to stick out with them in order to found out the truth of who exactly they were and if they really were the one he’d been looking for all of this time and plus it would have been more than rude to leave them in such distress like this without trying his best to console them as it was just in his nature that hadn’t changed since he’d died all of those years ago to help out anyone and everyone who were in trouble letting out a cheeky laugh in response to their previous words covering his mouth with his free hand “ HAHA that makes sense. ” he said before his lips began to slump downward when he’d noticed that they had began to cry out of nowhere showing how worried he’d become of her despite not really knowing that much about them at this party gently placing his arms onto her back rubbing slowly and taking her hand into his “ oh ! no what happened ? did i say something wrong ? i’m so sorry if i did. ”
╰ @fairyridden
from the outside looking in he had perfect life from being loved and adored by his wealthy parents that constantly gave him whatever he wanted in life. to practically ruling over the school being allowed to do whatever he wanted without any sort of adult supervision pretty much he'd always gotten bored after his played enough with it only to disregard it into the trash after he was done , wanting to move on to newer and brighter things that would eventually over time become a pattern he began to develop with the people he ' dated ' quickly moving on the next person and getting what he wants out of them and then just as quickly dumping then for someone else ultimately dumping them without a word and breaking their heart in the process and once he'd set his eyes on the new girl in town he had already began to become intrigue with them looking so innocent and most importantly in his eyes to please anyone and everyone around them which had only made him want her more so with the latter words in mind he had decided to make her fall madly in love with him and then without a single word let alone on a reason why ? dump her breaking her heart into a million pieces before that though he could have his fun with this one as he had already fully expected for her to fall his wicked charms and wanting to become his that's when he enact his plans for her , to lead her down the dark path and corrupt her chancing upon her in the hallway after class he already had his eyes on her corning her by their locker leaning up against the nearby wall pretty much trapping them in “ hey ! you must be the new girl around here i'm woody it's a pleasure finally meeting you. ” he said words already clearly dripping with VENOM and utter malice.
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levantcrs:
“ares, i promise you i will be trying my best with us, i’ve fucking missed you more than i thought. don’t leave me again, ever.” yj says as he opens his arms, “come here.”
“ i’ve been missing you like crazy too i’m just glad that we can together again like this i’m so sorry for acting the way i did earlier i just missed so much babe. ” he said wrapping his arms around them tightly.
xseaofrosesx:
Minjae smiled and snuggled into him once more just a moment. He had missed him so much as he felt bad for being so busy. “That’s good I will be sure to pamper you quite well then.” He teased him for a bit and brought the food over for both of them to enjoy. “If you could get your schedules cancelled then you could stay over then right? I would really love for that to happen. Sounds good to me.. We could have a little self care day together.”
today couldn’t have gone any better as he’d almost expected for things to be the complete opposite of what it is now. that they’d just outright reject him and maybe even worst comes to worst break up with him which was something that he took into consideration once he’d set foot into their apartment , it was good though that he was saved from that heart break and that they were finally going to mend one another and become what they were in the past HAPPY without a really care in the world expect for themselves he honestly couldn’t wait for what would be instore for them as a couple again as previously stated he’d already ran so many different scenarios in his head before coming over to their place and this one was the best one he could have hoped for and his only goal now was to make sure that this very moment were to last as long as he could push it for especially since he’d already missed the other male so very much and had longed to be in their arms again like this. wrapping his arms around them tightly removing any sort of space between the two of them at this point wanting to remain as close as possible with his boyfriend hoping by the end of their night together that he’d end up smelling like their cologne he could only really smile even more brightly than before as he nodded his head in order to affirm their previous words he always liked being pampered especially after a very long day streaming etc but he was still willing to do the same for minjae if they really wanted to as well “ yes ! of course i’d love for that i’ll be calling my manager about it once we’re done eating here ” he said letting out a soft chuckle in response he honestly couldn’t wait for this small little pamper day they were going to have tonight ─── then again as previously mentioned he would look forward to spending any sort of night alone together with his boyfriend no matter what the reason or occasion might be between them he was happy to be around them again and on the mend of going back to the way they used to be especially at the very start of their relationship where they could barely keep their hands to themselves “ sounds good what exactly did you have in mind we do together then ? i could give you a back rub maybe ? ” he added teasing them playfully before falling to a pit of laughter before picking some of the food with his chopsticks in order to feed them some.
xseaofrosesx:
this chanced encounter had clearly been a surprise to the both of them at this point as he’d obviously never expected in a million years to run into a childhood friend on the street like this. but they were again standing in front of each other after what felt like a lifetime apart only to be reunited on a random cold afternoon while he was running some errands before he had to pick up his kids from their daycare in a couple hours , from face value they hadn’t changed one bit from the very last time they’ve seen each other again in the flesh only time could tell if they had still remained the same person they were when they were playing together as kids regardless of that though he was still very much glad to run into the other male again like this and wanted more than anything to rekindle their long lost friendship again if they were comfortable doing that themselves of course he did have to confirm that fact much later into their current conversation having to first APOLOGIZE for sneaking up behind them and surprising them like this settling down the things he was currently carrying in his arms in order to bend down to pick up the various supplies they had gathered for something he’d have to figure that out a later date obviously handing everything back to them once he did letting out a soft chuckle in response feeling very apologetic for pretty much scaring them like this “ i’m so sorry for scaring you but yes it’s me dooyoung. ” he said slightly bowing before continuing on with his words “ you must be hyunho right ? unless i’m sorely mistaken instead. ” he added feeling almost for certain that the man standing in front of him right now was that childhood friend he had growing up in his pack all those years ago but he still wanted to make sure that was them before delve in deeper with them and rekindle once again their what he’d thought their long dead friendship up until now that is though.
╰ @midncghts
he never thought that he'd ever see him again at least not after their break up haven been very messy with lots of scream and shouting at one another. but it seemed like the universe had another plan for the both of them tonight as up until now he'd been living his life peaceful with his young son and managing his small cafe though it wouldn't be like he completely erased them from his mind especially since they had been together for so very long he really couldn't help himself but think back on their relationship together and yes ! they had their own fair shares of fights here and there on the most mundane of things just like any other couple out there , what made them different though was that no matter how messy things got between them and how many screaming matches they've gotten themselves into in the past they would always get back together again and start loving on each other again with that TOXIC cycle repeating itself over and over again up until the very moment that they could no longer take it anymore and deciding to part ways for the better. at least that was their plan until they had showed up to attend a mutual friend's party and they had locked eyes on one another it had instantly taken them back to when they had first meet and fell madly in love with each other and obviously at first mingyu tried his hardest to deny those feelings inside of himself that there was no way that he'd go back again to his ex ─── for only his own sake but for his son but here he was becoming almost drawn towards the other male like a moth to a flame ready to burn himself again with them walking over to where they had stood clearing his throat before shoving his hands into his pockets “ i never thought that i'd see you again ian how are you ? ” he asked already becoming enraptured with their presence again as his heart had began to beat wildly out of his chest.
╰ @unbaciio
his world had crumbled at this feet once he'd heard those painful words come out of their mouth. even if he knew that deep down they had meant those words completely , not hiding any sort of pretenses behind them that there was no way that kiyoung could just as easily move on from up until now was a still a very fresh even open wound upon finding out that the boyfriend he'd loved for many years was cheating on him and yes ! they had both made great strides towards their shared goal of moving on and putting what had happened in the past those very thoughts still had very much lingered at the back of his mind even now when they should be sharing his happy moment together for once in a very long time and as much he hated to admit it and as much as he hated to lose adrian ─── he was right that would so much better for them to part ways for now and silently work on things their own little ways with the thoughts of loosing his boyfriend a second time had only served to break him down even more than the initial news of finding out about the cheating ever did he honestly was already such a MESS inside not really able to trust not even himself , let alone the other people in his life he was already in shock from hearing those words coming out of their mouth that at first he didn't seem to react to their words instantly dropping the smile from his face and avoiding any and all eye contact with them before he'd finally spoken up “ you're right i understand. ” he said wrapping his arms around them one last time in return leaning in close to their body wanting to savior their warmth for the last time “ but please can we still sleep together in bed i just feel so scared without you. ” he added looking up at them fighting back the tears already welling up in his eyes.
╰ @midncghts
he always knew that it would difficult to getting into letting alone maintain a long distance relationship. but that notion wouldn't have stopped him as what exactly was he going to lose ? maybe have his heart broken if things didn't pan out as he'd hoped but that was beside that point since he did expect that already so after diving into the many different dating apps available out there and meeting a whole bunch of people that didn't really interest him on face value that is that was until he'd chanced upon the profile of jason and after getting to know each other through many months facetiming and phone calls they eventually ended up dating and yes ! of course it had been difficult at time living so very far from them at the time to not be able to hold them in his arms when he wanted to and vice versa but he still held out hope that they'd meet one day. and to his surprise that dream of his was to come true when he had heard from a mutual friend that the other male was to fly into his city for a couple of days that had obviously made him excited to FINALLY be able to see and hold his boyfriend in person , to finally hold him tightly in his arms and that all of those sleepless nights staying up with them over the phone as they had clearly lived under two different time zones were well worth the wait and as the day approached his heart was already beating wildly out of his chest as he dressed and got ready holding their favorite stuffed toy and balloons in hand as he waited for them to land at the airport ─── that was when he spotted them running over to them and tightly wrapping his arms around them smiling widely in the process. “ omg guess who it is babe ? ”
open to : m or f .
despite only being together for a couple of months there was no way that he could ever leave them. even if he wanted to which neither one of them did want to in the first place due in fact that through the course that short span of time dating each other they had slowly , but surely gotten obsessed over one another that there was no one in this world that could and would have them no matter what that no matter how toxic or abusive their relationship might have been both past and present they were never in a million years ever leave each other why even would they ? especially knowing that they were all that they needed in this life as they could easily cut off contact with friends and family without a single notice and be with each other. well it was while they were at a party for a mutual friend of theirs that the dark side of their relationship did FINALLY come into light plain for everyone to see as they had made their way through the party greeting the people that they knew as they did with ares only really staying by the sidelines keeping his clear distance from everyone knowing how they were so possessive of each other especially in social situations like this only giving the occasional nod here & there to other people in order not to provoke those jealous tendencies of each others now ! well with that being said though they didn't heed their own advice it seems as from the corner of his eyes he notice them standing and talking to someone a little too close for his liking instantly seeing red as he pushed his way through the crowd before reaching his intended target grabbing them by collar of their shirt roughly baring his fangs “ just what do you think you're doing with what's mine buddy ? ”