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no matter how many times they'd fight and argue with one another over the same stupid little things. he would be lying even to himself that no matter volatile their relationship had become over the years they've been together there was something almost inhuman that had been pulling him towards ian , that no matter how many times he'd go over and over in his head that he had to get over the other male and move on with his life no matter how many times he'd tried to focus on himself and his son maybe ? even put all of his remaining energies into running his cafe leaving him in the past finally nothing would work almost as if they were destined to be each other even if when they were still together in the past all they pretty much did was yell at each other at the top of their lungs after one if not both of them triggered an argument between them over the smallest of things and after they'd get tired of that they'd only end up having the angriest hate sex afterwards in order to make up for having their little fight earlier and then they'd just as easily repeat the same VICIOUS cycle over & over day in and day out though they did have their good days together yes ! which for obvious reasons was something that mingyu had missed very dearly showing each other maybe even themselves just why they ended up with each other in the first place even if it was still quite hazy in his mind probably due in part to the alcohol he'd already consumed at the party they were both currently attending he could still remember how they both first meet each other and how they both slowly but surely fell in love with each other , how they gotten to know each other through late night talks while out late at night when their kids had gotten to bed of course walking by han river or even the fact that both of their kids had become so very close with each other through the years they've gotten to know each other and eventually dated one another which was obviously something he really appreciated about ian that despite all of their bad times together they both at the end of the day truly loved each other no doubt about that the only question is that does that fact still hold up even today ? with how palpable their reactions to seeing each other for the first time again after many years apart from one other it was almost as if they had finally found their missing half their missing piece and even if there were still very evident warning signs for them not to get back together there was still no denying that deep down within his heart that he still want ian back in his life again and to pretty much pick up from where they had left off from one another in the past the question is though is that would the other still reciprocate his feelings like this and be willing to continue along with their relationship just like it was in the past or would they reject their advances outright for whatever other reason they may have as no matter how much he loved the other male there was still no inkling on if they still felt the same way as he did with them.
though the very though still linger at the back of his mind though was if they did for whatever miracle he could pray for would they end up the same way they were in the past. as from looking at them during the present day they hadn't really changed that much maybe ? this was probably the alcohol talking here but in his eyes he did get more handsome as time passed but as if snapping back into reality shaking his head he responded “ oh ! i'm sorry but i'm doing good as well i've just been busy with my cafe and haven't really gotten time to go out like this unlike today of course. ” he said let out a soft chuckle in response as he leaned in for their kiss onto his cheek wishing that it wasn't so bittersweet as he'd already longed for their arms to be wrapped around him like it had been in the past though he was just as happy to be around them again like this he just wished that they were to meet again not under such awkward circumstances though he can only dream of that at this point really. “ well i'm really glad to see you again ian. ” he added words lingering as he tried to mask behind them what his heart really wanted to say to the other male how he truly felt about them , how he'd longed to be with them again and be in their embrace like they had in the past he just hoped though there was something between them before it was too late of course.
𖹭 𝅄 . ׁ ˳ he would be a hypocrite if he claimed ignorance about the reasons behind the inevitable end of their relationship . he couldn't escape the awareness that everything had grown suffocating and overwhelming between them . the constant bickering and heated arguments had painted their love in shades of conflict . yet , as much as it no longer felt right , he found it excruciatingly challenging to walk away . everything connected to mingyu held an addictive allure that defied reason . breaking up had become a difficult task because he had grown accustomed to mingyu's presence . despite the fights , mingyu had always been his refuge , until that one fateful day when everything changed , and as if by some mystical force , they became strangers , fading from each other's lives . he had tried to move on , but mia made it nearly impossible with her persistent inquiries about mingyu . the little girl seemed oblivious to the complexity of their split . deep down , he recognized that he could never truly erase mingyu from his heart , and seeing him at the party only confirmed this painful truth . ian , although slightly taken aback by the unexpected reunion , finds himself drawn to his ex lover and steps closer . perhaps it was the effect of the alcohol coursing through his veins that emboldened him , or maybe it was a surge of long buried emotions . he couldn't say for sure , but there he was , making his way toward mingyu , the echo of his heartbeat filling his ears . “ hey , ” he utters , his hand landing on mingyu's shoulder as he leans in to plant an almost involuntary kiss on his cheek . ian doesn’t care if he’s being imprudent , he’s never done . the scent of mingyu's perfume lingers in the air as he pulls back , finally meeting mingyu's gaze . he hasn’t changed much , or at least not significantly , he thinks . perhaps his hair is a bit longer ? ian isn’t sure , but mingyu still possesses that timeless beauty that captivated him . “ i'm good . ” he replies , his eyes never leaving mingyu's face . there’s a subtle clenching of his jaw , a sign that beneath the veneer of civility , emotions still simmer . “ i never thought i'd see you again either . i haven't seen you at any of the other parties so . . . i thought you'd moved to another city or something . ” he admits . “ how about you ? ” he asks , his head tilted slightly to the side . “ how . . . how have you been ? ”
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he never thought that he'd ever see him again at least not after their break up haven been very messy with lots of scream and shouting at one another. but it seemed like the universe had another plan for the both of them tonight as up until now he'd been living his life peaceful with his young son and managing his small cafe though it wouldn't be like he completely erased them from his mind especially since they had been together for so very long he really couldn't help himself but think back on their relationship together and yes ! they had their own fair shares of fights here and there on the most mundane of things just like any other couple out there , what made them different though was that no matter how messy things got between them and how many screaming matches they've gotten themselves into in the past they would always get back together again and start loving on each other again with that TOXIC cycle repeating itself over and over again up until the very moment that they could no longer take it anymore and deciding to part ways for the better. at least that was their plan until they had showed up to attend a mutual friend's party and they had locked eyes on one another it had instantly taken them back to when they had first meet and fell madly in love with each other and obviously at first mingyu tried his hardest to deny those feelings inside of himself that there was no way that he'd go back again to his ex ─── for only his own sake but for his son but here he was becoming almost drawn towards the other male like a moth to a flame ready to burn himself again with them walking over to where they had stood clearing his throat before shoving his hands into his pockets “ i never thought that i'd see you again ian how are you ? ” he asked already becoming enraptured with their presence again as his heart had began to beat wildly out of his chest.
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he always knew that it would difficult to getting into letting alone maintain a long distance relationship. but that notion wouldn't have stopped him as what exactly was he going to lose ? maybe have his heart broken if things didn't pan out as he'd hoped but that was beside that point since he did expect that already so after diving into the many different dating apps available out there and meeting a whole bunch of people that didn't really interest him on face value that is that was until he'd chanced upon the profile of jason and after getting to know each other through many months facetiming and phone calls they eventually ended up dating and yes ! of course it had been difficult at time living so very far from them at the time to not be able to hold them in his arms when he wanted to and vice versa but he still held out hope that they'd meet one day. and to his surprise that dream of his was to come true when he had heard from a mutual friend that the other male was to fly into his city for a couple of days that had obviously made him excited to FINALLY be able to see and hold his boyfriend in person , to finally hold him tightly in his arms and that all of those sleepless nights staying up with them over the phone as they had clearly lived under two different time zones were well worth the wait and as the day approached his heart was already beating wildly out of his chest as he dressed and got ready holding their favorite stuffed toy and balloons in hand as he waited for them to land at the airport ─── that was when he spotted them running over to them and tightly wrapping his arms around them smiling widely in the process. “ omg guess who it is babe ? ”