notlycan-this
☆ he/him ☆ trans man ☆ 23 y.o. ☆ gay ☆ furry ☆ wolf therian ☆ autistic ☆ polyam ☆ forcemasc enjoyer ☆ discourse reposter ☆ reclaimed LGBTQ+ terms used on this blog ☆ I block everyone who denies trans experiences or is a TERF ☆ gatekeepers fuck off ☆
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I don’t know who needs to hear this today, but intrusive thoughts are basically your brain’s (sometimes very upsetting) way of saying “If there were two guys on the moon and one of them killed the other with a rock would that be fucked up or what?”
I’ve personally found that adding the “would that be fucked or what?” part in myself really helps put the more disturbing thoughts we sometimes get into perspective. Helps me say “yeah thar sure would be fucked up” and move on with my day.
It’s not a secret desire, it’s not something that only occurs to you because you’re a bad person. It’s just your brain deciding to process the fact that it knows an uncomfortable thing exists in the world by feeding it to you in an absurd “what if” with you as the main character.
having a cat is so miraculous. this little guy wants to sleep in my bed with me and purr on my chest. it’s his favorite hobby. no one told him to do that he just Loves His Mommy
This is a remake of an old episode of my webtoon (episode 63 -evolve)
If you’re intersex and your relationship to being trans and/or cis is complicated, that’s okay.
Perisex people, trans or cis, have no say in how an intersex person experiences their intersex variation in context with their sex and gender identity.
So many intersex people have complicated and nuanced relationships to sex and gender.
Many of us will go from having experiences that are close to trans ones to having experiences that are closer to cis ones. Or vice versa, or transmasc experiences to transfem, or literally any other combination. And these experiences may impact identity. I’ve spoken to intersex people who have stopped identifying as trans, who have gone from identifying as transfem to transmasc, who have begun identifying as transfemmasc, who have stopped identify as transfemmasc and started identifying exclusively as transfem.
A perisex person screaming that you can only be a woman or a man, trans or cis, if you have X, Y, or Z trait is a bigot.
You’re allowed to be yourself and use the words that best describe your own life.
amab intersex transmasc people exist
afab intersex transfem people exist
transmascfem people exist
transfemmasc people exist
deal with it
welcome to my kurt x logan x piotr propaganda. here's some anatomy practice with the boyfriends
Some of you need to stop treating gender like sports. Just because you support trans men/mascs doesn't mean that you hate trans women/fems. This isn't like football where if you love the Steelers, you have to hate the Eagles, else you're a traitor to Steelers fans.
We can support many genders without hating others.
did you see that reproductiverights.gov is already down?
Gonna take this moment to once again promote I Need An A:
Elevated Access:
Scarleteen:
Trump made a problem, "solved" it, and now wants everyone to congratulate him for it. He realized TikTok helped him get elected, so now he likes it. We have no reason to thank him.
This message reeks of propaganda. This is not a result of Trump's efforts. This is ByteDance giving lip service to the egotistical maniac who won't allow free speech if it doesn't serve him.
Already seeing people on tiktok saying “I still hate trump but he ate with this one” like … babes … you just got propagandized … that’s literally exactly what he created this situation in the hopes you would say …
don’t get me wrong i love ftm puppy subs so much (i’m one myself) but can we talk about the big ftm dog doms?? the doms who growl and howl in your ear as they’re fucking you. the doms who whine whenever you clench around them. it’s a dream to have one
Games that will make you cry and rethink your life ^
RPG SQUAD
there is a judge in Seattle who does the weekly name change hearings, and who says it's her favorite part of the week. she says she doesn't read out previous names, or ask about the reasons why people want to change them. she says it's a beautiful moment, and a celebration; a claiming of a new identity, or a reclamation of an old identity. she encourages the room to clap for folks. then she welcomes everyone up, one by one, by last name and with warmth; she shows them the court order where nobody else can see, asks them to double check the spelling, and then they're done! do they want a picture? do they want their friends and loved ones who came with them to be in it too? do they want the court order in the photo? she helps everyone pose, shakes hands and stands with them for as long as they need to take it, recruits the clerk for help taking photos of the folks who came alone. then she tells them where to go next, congratulates them, and claps along with the rest of the room.
probably three quarters of the people there were trans, and she centered their experience quietly, with love and joy.
I think I'll be thinking about her a lot this January, and for a long time after. it's good to know she's there.
T4TM (Theseus4TheMinotaur)
lost wax cast bronze, patina & paste wax
2023
(process photos & info under cut <3)
my minotaur boy!! pls click on the photos for higher res! my thesis is focusing on trans men and creatures (how original ik) and this was last semester's final. i spent a lot of time looking at sculptures of the theseus/minotaur story, and yknow? a LOT of them are erotic! i'm pretty sure i saw some of them on tumblr a decade ago, and that's led to this now!
as you'll notice, the minotaur has a big t-dick! i wanted to give him breasts and an enlarged clitoris to present a very masculine trans figure. the boy on the bottom is also trans because i say so . the piece is about looking up to older, bigger, hairier trans men and seeing something awe-inspiring and beautiful. the minotaur was locked up by a cruel father for being different, and i think modern adaptations tend towards a sympathetic asterion (his name in one version)
making this piece was. so much effort. it took me about 3 months to get it all together - from clay model (plasticine) to 3D print to silicone mold to wax cast, and finally bronze pour into the shell mold. and then a TON of filing, sanding, dremel-ing, and various other metalworking techniques that probably took years off my life.
i started with sketches and made theeeeeee ugliest model ever:
then used a 3D scanner to get it digital, then spent a goooood month or two making him pretty in blender! then i spent an agonizing few weeks trying to get it print-ready, and fiiiiiinally did
^^^ an early resin printed draft of the model - you can see in the final that i added lots to theseus after some feedback, but sadly the nosering broke off every time i cast it so i just. let that be <3
then came the moldmaking, and then the wax dipping!! the yellow stuff is shell mold (ground up ceramic bits and algae soup, sticks to the wax, then silica sand in varying sizes on top) which gets the wax melted out, and bronze poured in!
then it's all metalworking, cutting stuff off, and working with hot metal. they don't tell you about all the bronze dust and how annoying it gets wearing a respirator AND goggles. but it is for me health, me boy. here's him all cleaned up before the patina:
and then i spray him down with various chemicals to make it "patina" (aka rust) in pretty colors. wait a few days, then apply paste wax to seal it and give it that shine!
then we get what you see above!!! the blue was actually unintentional, and i'm still not super sure why it looks that way.. but it's pretty so idc <3
thanks for reading!! if you ever have any bronze/casting questions, don't hesitate to message me! <3
(⚠️ TW for mention of anatomy / genitals)
Learned something awesome about testosterone today:
Here's the article in the screenshot
And here's another explanation of this phenomenon by Gender Analysis
So yep, on top of the Skene's glands, which are already sometimes referred to as the prostate, you can develop even more prostate tissue inside the vaginal canal on T.
How does this affect sensation during sex? We don't know yet. Research involving bodies labeled as "female" by scientists is limited. In fact the first full model of the clitoris wasn't publicly available until 2005.
Anecdotally, though, many transmascs report feeling different sensations from penetration in both the vaginal and anal canal after starting T. More research needs to be done here!
Imagining these two making out after acrobatics practice
before i get busy with the comms, here are some drawings i made of spiderfist that were really liked on twt!!<3
the importance of inclusive language isn't just making sure trans people's feelings don't get hurt. like dysphoria can be life ruining yes & it's important to keep in mind. but trans inclusive language is vital because otherwise we WILL be forgotten. we will be overlooked by research and resources that are desperately needed. we cannot afford to be shuffled off into assumed-cisness because it's convenient
start testosterone now. the world needs more hot tboys more than ever before now
Dr. Strange and Adam Warlock, at the beginning of the match:
Strange: "No one chooses their birth name. But after that, you may call yourself what you like.
Warlock: "I like Adam Warlock. But maybe I'll start calling myself Sorcerer Supreme."
Dr. Strange says trans rights 🏳️⚧️
some of my favorite lines of dialogue i've overheard in marvel rivals so far
(keep in mind these are all paraphrased im going off of memory cuz i never have the reflex to screenshot these as they happen oops)
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"I never had kids, but I did have the Avengers. Same thing." - Iron Man spawning in
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"One for me, one for Steven, one for Jake." - Moon Knight after getting a triple kill
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"Can you teach me some of your magic-?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"I think you've had enough chaos already." - Loki & Scarlet Witch interaction
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"You have made your father proud, Wanda, my dear." - Magneto when assisting a Scarlet Witch with a kill
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"No one breaks a bargain with me twice."
"So I can do it once?" - Hela & Loki interaction
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"When I said "No More Mutants" you were who I meant, Logan." - Scarlet Witch after killing a Wolverine
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"How did you learn magic?"
"A place called Kamar-Taj."
"Oh so you weren't bitten by, like, a radioactive sorcerer?"
"[Extremely exasperated] Peter, please..." - Doctor Strange & Spiderman interaction
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"Leave real magic to the grown-ups, Ilyana." - Scarlet Witch killing a Magik
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"Nerd win!" - Bruce Banner if he gets a kill in his non-Hulk form
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"Are you fast enough to stop a bullet, if I shot you?"
"Well, you won't be able to. I already dismantled the inner-mechanisms of all of your guns."
"Wh- What?!"
"Now if you behave yourself I might fix them." - Punisher & Magneto interaction
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"So you can talk to rodents?"
"Tippy-Toe seems to think so!"
"Can you try and convince Rocket to clean his bunk?"
"There are some things even I can't do, I'm afraid." - Star-Lord and Squirrel Girl interaction
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"We sense great darkness and chaos within you, woman."
"You're one to talk, Venom."
"No, we... Find it strangely... Attractive."
"...Somehow, that made me want to save this universe less." - Venom & Scarlet Witch interaction
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"It's good to be fighting side by side again, like in the old days."
"Back when you used children as soldiers for your cause?"
"When you put it like that, you make me sound like a terrible father."
"For once, we agree on something." - Magneto & Scarlet Witch interaction
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"[in the sassiest tone you can imagine] Your GOD is SUFFERING!!!" - Loki taking damage
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[i also dont remember the exact dialogue but there IS one with rocket asking to buy bucky's arm. so yes we won there]
this is for all the gay trans men: there are gay/bi/pan/queer men who will be attracted to you. there are probably queer men who are attracted to you right now. i know the gay community might feel hostile towards us, but there are those who will see you as a real man and find you attractive. trans AND cis. and those who are kind of in between. you are wonderful, you are beautiful, you are attractive and you're infinitely worthy of love. don't give up on yourself.
Finished the altar ☀️🏹
Please notice my T bottles 🏳️⚧️
I’m serious about the monster energy thing, do yall think he would like it
calling my hair my fur. calling my hands my paws. calling my beard my whiskers. my fingers my digits.
trans men are awesome because you know that opening in boxers where cis men pull their dick out? yeah it’s also perfect for sticking my hand into and playing with their tcock until they can’t breathe
Looking forward to my weekly T shot tomorrow 🥰
Go on T! It'll give you a lovely deeper voice!
Go on T! It'll help you grow an awesome beard!
Go on T! It'll give you more energy!
Go on T! You'll feel so much better in yourself!
Go on T! You'll get so handsome!
Hurray turning into a cub, otter or bear! Hurry bottom growth! Hurray chance to become more masc! Hurray looking in the mirror and seeing Yourself! Hurry hurry HRT!!
Woo! Testosterone!!!