๐ง๐ฝโโ๏ธokay but like do I need a spark when being skinny will have me sparkling?
i might lose my spark but i'm thinner and that's all that matters
Maybe I am a bit burnt out
I have to be.
i am gonna be skinny on my birthday
I have to be und3rweight at least once in my life and it needs to be NOW
Real.
๐ซ within this new week I'll do better. I promise.
dear An@
I want to apologize for eating sm this week. Im so sorry. I js keep binging :(( Next week Im going to try harder.
I love you
Cravings are your haters praying you get fatter. Probe them wrong!!!
Might see a psychiatrist today. The day someone finally tells me what's wrong with me. I should be happy...a diagnosis is validation that it's not all in my head.
But how can I be perfect if there's something wrong with me): if there's an imperfection. A flawi can't reverse.
Broke my fast at 75 hours and 52 minutes
I've lost 1.8kg/4lbs and I had a small meal to break my fast under 500 Cal's. And started another fast for consistency.
My biggest fear at the moment?
Dying fat - and that's all people remember about me. That I was fat.
โ๐๐+ ๐๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ!!! ๐๐.๐ง๐ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ - ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ค, ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ. ๊ณ.๐โเผ หโโบ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ . ๊ณ.๐โเผ
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