For The Love Of Green 💚

“I literally cut myself off in the middle of negative thoughts like bitch we don’t have time for this come back.”

— SZA 

yaya

apply for jobs you’re not qualified for! audit upper-level classes! get drunk with your TAs! see that poster advertising that lecture series? go there take notes and ask questions! thank the presenter for talking about this topic you love! if the class is full before you register, email the professor and ask if they can squeeze you in! RAISE YOUR HAND! tell the disability accomodation office to do their goddamn job! ask for help! file complaints! go to class in your pajamas and destroy the reading! you got this! you KNOW you got this! be arrogant enough to learn EVERYTHING! take your meds! punch a velociraptor in the dick! fear is useless and temporary! glory is forever! shed your skin and erupt angel wings! help out! spread your sun!

i had a really good morning! you deserve a really good morning! kill anyone who says you don’t and build a throne from their bones!

@bloglih via pinterest

27.01.23 // friday

i have my last stressful exam of the month tomorrow and I am somehow simultaneously freaking out while also being way too chill about this.

january has been filled with learning how to draw, watching new girl, and making sunny side up eggs and catching up with friends i haven't spoken to in months. and I learnt more history this month than I have in the past two years combined. january is also the month i become physically incapable of waking up early, but ive been sleeping late to compensate for that. overall it's been a pretty chill month bc I know feb and march are gonna be way more stressful <3

US.

I looked into the mirror

and

I didn't see myself.

I saw the person

who has seen a lot more

than I ever did.

I saw the scars;

which others found fake.

I saw all the pain

which others call mistakes.

I traced my fingers over the wounds

that no longer hurt.

The dried up blood

from the deep cuts of bloody words.

I devoured the eyes

which are tired yet beautiful.

I tasted the lips,

which are hiding some unspoken truth.

Yet;

I love her.

I love the person she has become.

I fell in love

With the flaws that make her.

All her imperfections

That slowly builds her up.

She is everything

I ever hoped to be.

And also someone

I could never ever be.