27.01.23 // Friday

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Places I would rather be right about now.

“An artist does not say what exists, but what does not exist—and by saying it, makes it exist.”

— Milena Jesenská, Letters to Milena (tr. Philip Boehm)

아직도 여름이니

Ruby

TW: ED MENTION

Healing from an ED has been singlehandedly the most difficult journey. It's one that is continuous, and it's one that crops up every once in a while.

I often think in terms of "enough"

Am I skinny enough?

Pretty enough?

Personable enough?

Healthy enough?

And on and on.

Tonight it hit me as I was trying to put my thoughts in order:

If I were to answer honestly the question "what about my body is not 'enough'?" right now, the answer would be my heart is not tender enough or compassionate enough towards a body that has accomplished countless things.

Be kind.

Be tender.

goals