Reminiscing About The Times When I Could Eat Sugar Without Calling It A Binge… The Fat Good Ol’ Days.

Body goals honestly

No wonder I'm so fat when the main way I bond with my dad is over food...he's a tall man so he's not fat. I'm jealous

Think I fucked up. Idk my actual cw but in Feb I was 120lbs. Going by that if I were to get to my ugw by September (going on a school trip out of the country) if need to lose 40lbs. My exams start next week so I don't want to have too big a deficit until they're done at the end of May. So that's 3 months to intensely work to drop 40lbs. But my birthdays in there too somewhere and my parents would be suspicious if I restricted too hard. I can get close but idk if I'll get there

Me when my 3d gives me symptoms of an 3d:

"The d1s0rd3r with the highest m0rtality rate is slowly k*lling me??? Whaaaaaa???? Nah no way, I'm built different."

"what did you eat?" what DIDNT i eat🔥🔥

What's even the point anymore? I ⭐️ve, I can't focus in school, but exams are coming up so I tried to eat more for exams. Now I'm even fatter JUST TO NOT UNDERSTAND MY EXAMS AT ALL!! IM A FUCKING FAT FAILURE AND I JUST WANNA ⭐️VE TIL I DROP

Not a fatspø supporter but the urge to post my ugly disgusting thighs for accountability is insane

Weekend plans!

Over the weekend I have tons of stuff to do, I need to lose w8 obv, but I also need to study for school because my chemistry teacher should have retired ages ago so I gotta teach myself. I also wanna platinum trophy a game, so I have a plan.

It's the last two trophies left and it's playing on the hardest difficulty so I'm gonna die a lot