What's even the point anymore? I ⭐️ve, I can't focus in school, but exams are coming up so I tried to eat more for exams. Now I'm even fatter JUST TO NOT UNDERSTAND MY EXAMS AT ALL!! IM A FUCKING FAT FAILURE AND I JUST WANNA ⭐️VE TIL I DROP
Throwback to when I was a kid and I'd get such painful mouth ulcers I'd refuse to eat💔 #missthat
I'm either gonna die skinny and ⭐️ving or morbidly obese getting rich off feederism content and there's no in between
“It’s low cal”
“only 300 cal per serving”
(and then the serving size isn’t even worth the cals)
“recovery!” i say as i binge every day for two weeks, gain ten pounds, and immediately relapse harder than before and hate myself because of the weight i gained
Hypothetically if I just took iron supplements if I went on a bigger deficit would it help me keep my period?
Might make a new tiktok again I miss my old account
Every time I remember ⭐️ving can cause infertility I get really sad for a few hours but keep continuing anyway. Wish there was a way around it. I wanna be skinny but I also want a baby.
Me when I may finally get a job #unemployed and it's at a CHINESE FOOD PLACE😔 I love Chinese food💔