How They Look At Me When I'm On Death Row And I Say I Want My Last Meal To Be A Snack A Jack's Caramel

I met my younger self for a coffee today.

She looked at me and went "we're still not skinny??"

I sighed and said "damn girl we're trying, okay??"

Might make a new tiktok again I miss my old account

I swear if I’m not at my ugw by new year

I haven't used tumblr for so long and trying to get myself back into the swing of things after attempted recovery is so odd. Like what do I do?? What tf are communities?? Help😭🙏

Seriously regretting not making a backup account before getting t-worded😭😭 nobody’s seeing my stuff anyway but I was dietcherrylvr🙏🙏

I love showing off my old obesity photos(not body checks cuz why tf would i show anyone that) from when I was 12 because I always get the "There's no way that's you" and even though im still fat now it's motivation to lose more w8, so embarrassing too

Like a scratch record…

No wonder I'm so fat when the main way I bond with my dad is over food...he's a tall man so he's not fat. I'm jealous

The only thing I need.

This is not very 4n4 of me at all but the first time I ever ⭐️ved and recovered I managed to slowly get back to my then lw in the next two years, so if I lose the w8 super slowly maybe I can be super uw and it be actually sustainable??? Building habits and all that jazz