Like a scratch record…
I hate school but I hate holidays too because holidays=eating more
reminiscing about the times when I could eat sugar without calling it a binge… The fat good ol’ days.
What's even the point anymore? I ⭐️ve, I can't focus in school, but exams are coming up so I tried to eat more for exams. Now I'm even fatter JUST TO NOT UNDERSTAND MY EXAMS AT ALL!! IM A FUCKING FAT FAILURE AND I JUST WANNA ⭐️VE TIL I DROP
Ordered a mini stepper...its obviously not gonna be as good as if I were to get a walking pad but I'm unemployed af
“It’s low cal”
“only 300 cal per serving”
(and then the serving size isn’t even worth the cals)
Wish bmi was the only number I cared about but unfortunately I care about my grades too and always gain weight during exams
A guy at work gave me an ice cream pop and I felt bad because he went all the way across the kitchen to give one to me so I ate it and now I'm at my maintenance☹️ (major fatty alert)
knowing i'll still look big at a lower weight because i'm short
I hate m3ansp0 unless it's from a guy I like...unfortunately my love life is dryer than a desert so I have no one
I love showing off my old obesity photos(not body checks cuz why tf would i show anyone that) from when I was 12 because I always get the "There's no way that's you" and even though im still fat now it's motivation to lose more w8, so embarrassing too