My Irish Ancestors Watching Me Intentionally St4rv3 Myself After Surviving A Famine

I miss my sick body.

UGH I HAD A THIGH GAP BEFORE 'Recovery' WHAT HAPPENED

I've been playing it safe wirh my deficit and eating around 900-1100 a day to try and keep my period but if I lose that mf I'm never eating again

Throwback to when I was a kid and I'd get such painful mouth ulcers I'd refuse to eat💔 #missthat

“It’s low cal”

“only 300 cal per serving”

(and then the serving size isn’t even worth the cals)

Ugh I wish someone would buy me a ninja creami so I can just live off of low cal ice cream recipes. Living in a small town sucks we get hardly any low cal ice cream options😔🙏

Whoever’s seeing this will lose -10kg 🍎

Whoever’s seeing this will lose -10kg 🍎

Whoever’s seeing this will lose -10kg 🍎

Whoever’s seeing this will lose -10kg 🍎

Whoever’s seeing this will lose -10kg 🍎

I don't want my friends and family to know I've relapsed so im trying to eat normal foods sometimes but only eat a little bit and I don't know it a wrap or small baguette is lower cal😭 they're both so high but I need help!!

I won't make the same mistakes as last time. I'll be more discreet. I'll tell no one. I won't even mention w8 (except rn because you cant tell I've relapsed yet and our scale is broken so I'm trying to get my mom to buy a new one cuz I'm 'curious' how well my recovery going). I'm logging Absolutely everything. Every bite. If I don't finish something I'm still logging it as if I did. I'll only eat in front of people to avoid suspicion. I. Will. Not. Fail.