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Late night thinking pt 1/?

He had the kind of beauty that could only be found in those broken greek statues.

The kind where they're always reaching for something yet they are tragically frozen in place, unable to move, unable to reach that goal they dream of. Yet to everyone else they look beautiful, almost angelic.

It's tragic thats someones pain, someones curse is considered art to most. The romanticized suffering of those trapped forever.

The hero or villain debate has always been fascinating to me because personally, I would rather love the hero. Not because of their personality or anything but because if it came down to it, and the hero would be forced to choose between me or the world, I would rather they choose the world.

Because that's the world-that is billions of people with lives separate from your own that will suffer because of that decision. Your teachers, your classmates, your animals, a grandma that finally beat cancer, a child who was finally born.

"A hero would sacrifice you to save the world-" I'm gonna stop you right there because that's all I need to hear.

While I do see the appeal in picking the villain, I think I'd rather be loved by someone kind enough to put others first before themselves, and if sacrificing me is the way to do it, I'd have lived and died happy.

Either that or I'm reading too much into a fantasy plot and giving my two cents on a topic no one really cares about.

Okay so, hi! Sorry for not posting on here in a while, just been caught up with things (Including my birthday) but hopefully things should get back on track.

So, hope things have gone well for y'all. I'm gonna try to get some progress on some projects (Like the NES Godzilla retake) well, before I slumber for the night. Thats about it, hope y'all have a good night, and make sure to make something cool.

sometimes i forget that there are people on this silly sight that can see what i post and reblog and see when i like their stuff, it a huge scare to see them like like interact with me because im all like "wow omg im a person oh geez wow hi there fella oh wow hi" you know its like scary to remember that youre not alone an people will notice that you are like alive

im the village idiot except the village is just 12 different versions of me in my head bullying the main me always

Sometimes I live and I feel like I’m pretending to be someone else. I don’t like that feeling.

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I love anything and everything 2000's!!!

Nickname:Rina

Age:14

Fav colour:Blue and Purple

Fave artist (as of now):Coco and Clair Clair

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Nagging opinion on Obanai Iguro

I'm sorry to say this but I just have to say it since it been bothering me after watching and reading the manga Kny again.

I don't really like Obanai Iguro but I don't hate him. I did like his interaction with Mitsuri but I just don't like him at all.

It is mostly because of how arrogant he is. I get that he has a tragic past but so did anyone else in the KNY world. So that doesn't excuse his attitude.

I didn't like his arrogance when he was trash-talking Uzui Tengen right after killing an upper moon, yet he didn't even slice any head of the upper moon at all throughout the series which is ironic and comical.

Talk about high and mighty but anyway, I also didn't like how he treated my precious Tanjiro.

That's all

i found a little dead millipede today, it was so cute i picked it up and shaped its little body into a heart but then i felt so bad because what if someone finds my little corpse and decides to bend it into cute little shapes

uhm im sorry mr millipede

The microsmic human will to live is naught but a mortal arrogation of those who have not thought of the cursed blessing of immortality's consequence. The sheer maganimity of death for saving us from being fooled into the most desperate of arogance-induced delusion of seeing ourselves as newly divine as we live like pigs, and from the horror in the faces of children and mankind alike as we discover that the deluded fantasies of impossibly fictional things such as 'justice' and 'the love of god' are false and the mortal realm descends into chaos. UwU :3

Credit to Jurassic Park as a fictional work, they at least added the DNA from an unrelated species to the existing DNA, regardless of how unrelated it was.

I mean, it's stupid to use frog DNA but at least they STARTED with the original creature.

I've thought since the late 2010s, start with what you have, see how it can be combined to create the most complete sample and extrapolate the rest to try and create a decent approximation of enough genetic data to grow the sex cells.

People who have a better grasp of biology could certainly improve on this rough idea, I don't know how to create the conditions to grow the egg and I'm not convinced doing so in a live surrogate as with cloning is entirely possible for a long-extinct mammal.

To anyone who follows me, I don't care about nor trust Colossal Biosciences anymore (The people behind the "Wooly Mice"). They have proven themselves to be headline-chasing grifters after this latest stunt. They are claiming to have de-extincted *Aenocyon dirus*, aka the Dire Wolf, by editing just 20 genes from the the DNA of a Grey Wolf (*Canis lupus*) to make this thing:

If it wasn't clear from their scientific names, Grey Wolves and Dire Wolves aren't remotely related to one another aside from being Canids, despite what pop culture like Game of Thrones would have you believe. If they did look like each other, it would have had to be via convergent evolution, as they only shared a common ancestor over 5 million years ago.

This distinction, however, isn't found in the publicized articles about this so-called resurrected Dire Wolf and makes their claim that they brought the Dire Wolf back by simply editing *20* genes from the genome of a Grey Wolf laughable. A Dire Wolf would have shared more in common genetically with a Maned Wolf (*Chrysocyon brachyurus*) or Bush Dog (*Speothos venaticus*) than it would with a Grey Wolf.

Bottom line, don't fall for whatever this company is trying to tell you. If the Dire Wolf were to be brought back, it wouldn't be via something like this, and certainly wouldn't *look* like this. If you want an idea as to how a real Dire Wolf would look like in life, here is some fantastic paleoart by artist Mauricio Antón:

Addendum: I seem to have partially miscalculated Dire Wolf genetics. They were not closer to Maned Wolves or Bush Dogs, but they were still not closely related to Grey Wolves. They were basal members of Canini, related to canids like Jackals (genus Lupulella) but distinct from them. I am sorry for this misinformation in my attempt to correct other misinformation. My main point, however, is still correct.

“ I know when things are near, I feel it approaching, and it devours”

I know a feeling before it even reaches me

I know we will end before you end it

It’s inevitable

Swallowing me whole

I cant escape it

I was watching some clips of Ducktales, as you do, when I stumbled on Storkules? (I think that’s how u spell it) being overly sweet and clingy to our boy, Donald.

LIKE- HE LEGIT SAID “What of mY DONALD?!” When the world was ending in season 2 and he legit CARESSED DONALD when him and Huey and Louie and Scrooge were stuck on an island.

(I forgot to add that the bro legit was always so supportive and proud every time Donald did something, like get u a man like that-)

LIKE THIS IS KINDA CUTE- and maybe low key annoying, like I don’t like clingy people but Storkules is giving off “Golden Retriever” vibes. Where yeah it’s annoying, but they don’t mean too. Sides you cannot get mad at that face- LOOK AT DEM!

It rains more and more often

But as soon as evening and finally night comes, the rain turns into thick snow, so the rain cannot win. I find such weather very cosy, because then I can snuggle up in my cozy little house with my cat and read books and drink tea♥

- I love tea. And I love books. But most of all I love my cat <3

... 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓃ℴ𝒷ℴ𝒹𝓎 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓌𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓇ℯ 𝒶𝓇ℯ 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝓊𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁ℯ 𝒿ℴ𝓀ℯ𝓇𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃ℊ. 𝒯𝒽ℯ𝓎'𝓇ℯ 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝒸𝒶𝓇ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓂ℴℴ𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽ℯ'𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ ℴ𝓋ℯ𝓇 𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓂 ...

I painted this a while ago, but somehow I like this picture very much, even if it isn’t as good as the pictures of the professionals :’)

I like to paint, that's all that matters, I guess ... I write stories and books myself and I have a lot of fun simply drawing or illustrating pictures from them, just for fun. I also like to paint pictures from other stories and books, for example Harry Potter. Do you think this painting turned out well?

Ellie ;>

                                                                         painted by / my memories

Anyone ever noticed how vaguely off most mideval type pictures are but like

What if they were ALL very accurate and things just looked like this

I'm not even sure if this is even a cat but take it as example

Been sad for while feels like there's rain cloud over my head while everyone else walks around in the sunlight. I'm not sure but maybe I can be optimistic and even have fun in my rain Strom playing in the puddles just to distract myself metaphorically I mean. （ ＾ν＾）¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Some thoughts, quotes and just things I had once that I considered are something worth knowing:

Also some of this are scattered on my writings.

When you are a child, the only thing you may have and that never leaves you are dreams. You dream, with reaching the stars, with walking among clouds, with travelling the world. When you grow up, you realize that stars are far away and are way bigger than you. That clouds are just air, and that the world is too big. Those dreams die. And you have to continue.

Sometimes you like loliness not because you truly do, but because when you needed not to be alone, you were, and you had to like it cause there was no choice.

A sword is not a sword without first passing through the blacksmith's hammer. Pain forges you.

"I am nobody, but thats my advantage. I am a blank space that I and only I can fullfil. I may be nobody, but I can make myself anybody. I can be the one that shows them wrong, I can be the one that rattle the world. I can be the one that defies, I can be the one that fights to be better. And just by that, I am someone. Someone that made something, and for that something I may remain. I may be remembered. And considered. And listened. I am nobody, but I can make myself someone. " —Me analizing THE scene (not the possession, the one when Lockwood practically begs Lucy to stay) of Ep 2 "Let go of Me" from Lockwood and Co. It is needed to say It came out at 3:00 am while I was planning to talk to Netflix.

The only dream I ever had (the only dream that I wrote that Esther from my Sandman fanfic has) is that I want to be able to sing "I Lived" by One Republic with all the right of the universe.

If I ever had an encouter with a celebrity I admire, I will not shout, or go crazy, or do something weird. I will just say hello and see what comes after that.

To dream is to defy, and to defy is to dream.

You're not crazy, you just dont manage to be as false as the mayority.

You may be tired, but please, do not give up. One day you'll look back and laugh, realizing that the pain, the tears, the loliness, all those things that made you bleed, had a purpose.

"Love belongs to Desire, and Desire is always cruel". Neil Gaiman, you are wrong. Love is described perfectly on the Bible, on 1 Corinthians 13.

Darkness is interesting, yet dangerous. Be aware of that, always.

You are something to treasure. Your mind, your body, your heart. Do not waste yourself.

Hebrews 11:1

Whatever that comes out of that great and dreamer mind of yours is something worth to know.

Laugh, cry, suffer, fly, dream, love, live. And do not dare to regret any of it.

I think efforts are way more attractive and reassuring in a relationship than promises. You never know if you're gonna be able to keep the promises in future or not, but the efforts you make in the present are a lot more worthwhile.