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★ Aatamixx, the Echoflower System's Introduction 💫🪻

Hello, welcome to my blog, I'm Aatami (AKA Mishka or Snep)! Well, that's just collectively speaking. If you're talking about the whole system, you can call me (us) the Echoflower System. My collective pronouns are he/him, but kit/kitself, nya/nyaself, and star/starself are all good too. I'm pretty new to Tumblr (well I had a blog in like 2020, but I've forgotten basically everything about it… also I use parentheses way too much, gosh), but I plan to use this blog as a sort of archive for all the xenogenders I've coined, as well as getting into the MOGAI and plural communities on here. I hope I can find my people on this website. /lh

(This post will be periodically edited as things about myself change, of course.)

★ So Now That I Know This Aatami, Where Can I Find Him? ★

In case you had it in you for even more rambling, you can check out my about me literature on Toyhouse (I use it like a Carrd). More things are already linked there, so I don't need to re-add them all here. I also use the account that it's posted under for posting the occasional bulletin (and storing my original characters, but those are all private and will remain as such for the foreseeable future).

★ Small Facts About the System ★

(Switching to using plural language for this was a little jarring lawl, I'm very much used to referring to myself singularly.)

★ We have OSDD-1B (recognized by our psychologist, but unable to be officially diagnosed due to not being disordered — we've achieved functional multiplicity, surprisingly enough) and are of mixed traumagenic origins

★ We are an aceplex

★ We're a theriosystem

★ We are very male- / masculine-heavy, due to our gender dysphoria affecting everyone

★ Because we're so male-heavy, we default to using he/him instead of they/them when referring to an unspecified alter or one whose gender identity is unknown

★ We're also somewhat angel-heavy

★ Due to our maladaptive daydreaming, our system has countless paracosms (the most active ones of which being the worlds our original stories are set in, as well as our fandoms, especially ones we're hyperfixating on)

★ Our headspace is exclusively set in our daydreams, and is not something that's just there in the background — it has to be consciously visualized and visited (or well, accidentally while zoning out)

★ We are a dreamway system of sorts, but I should mention that we don't experience walk-ins and pretty much none of our alters are paragenic

★ Our alters almost never interact in the headspace, but they can use things like the Simply Plural chat and get a conversation going if need be

★ Alter Signoff Chart ★

(I originally planned to list their roles here too, but I ended up deciding against it, since I'm unsure of what some of their purposes are and uncomfortable with sharing a few others.)

★ The Hosts ★

⚡️💙 = Fritz ★ He/Kit/Spark

🌈🌺 = Sindri ★ He/Kit/Meow/Nya/Star/.Exe

🌀🎧 = Samuel ★ He/Him

❄️🌙 = Mikko ★ He/They/Kit/Nya/Snow/Star

★ Alfred's Subsystem ★

🐾🩸 = Alfred ★ He/Him

🐾🚬 = Ekkehard (Eike) ★ He/Him

🐾🤍 = Kelso ★ He/Him

🐾✨ = Aleksi ★ He/They/Pup

🐾🎀 = Salem ★ She/He/They/Pup

★ Everyone Else ★

☀️🥀 = Akatsuki ★ He/Kit

❓❗️= Alois ★ He/Him

🌻💛 = Asriel ★ He/They

🌹👑 = August ★ He/They

🐦‍⬛🌙 = Corbin ★ He/Him

🔪🚬 = Dylan ★ He/Him

🐈‍⬛💜 = Ender ★ Xae/They/He/Kit

📘⭐️ = Felix ★ He/They

🌊🦈 = Finnley ★ He/They

🪽🏹 = Gabriel ★ They/He

🪖🔪 = Ivan ★ He/Him

🐛🌈 = Jeremy ★ He/Him

🍪💖 = Katsumi / Sabrina ★ She/They/He/Kit/Meow/Mew/Nya

🐺🩸 = Lavrentiy ★ He/Him

🌿⚔️ = Malachi ★ He/Him

🍌🦮 = Nanner (trying to think of a new name for himself) ★ He/She/They/Pup

🌐🖥️ = Prototype (trying to think of a new name for himself) ★ He/Him

🥀🗡️ = Reinhard ★ He/Him

🪐🌌 = Saturn ★ He/They/Pup/Star

🎸🧡 = Shalva ★ He/Him

🎀🐇 = Sylvan ★ He/They/Bun

🪳🩸 = Vermin ★ They/He

🗝️🩸 = (Currently undecided on a name for himself, very recently discovered.) ★ He/Him

I DREW MY SISTERRRR

hello people of this websiteeee!! I have drawn my sister (also known as da host) and yeah!! (She doesn't actually look like this, but alderwinged and stuffs so it's how she wants to look lol)

and then before I did da color:

HeadSpace House (Proper Intro)!!!

Hello.. Internet!

I made a simple little website with google sites that i had already posted on here... But i was in a rush making said post-

Sooooo... I wanted to give it a proper introduction!! =D

Here's the link now if you don't wanna read the rest lol:

sites.google.com

HeadSpace House

This is basically a story / series about a girl (Claire) who has a ton of voices in her head and about their interactions and their life! Mo

HeadSpace house is a little "Show" (The eps are read, but i'm calling it a show for some reason?? Yeah, no, I can't really explain this one-) that I've created! I started it at school (Oh, yes, the wonderful school computers that need me to filter out "Bad" words with "@" and "!"s and such-) And then turned it into a whole little project!! =D I had been working on how to get a working website every day in study hall for like a week and then finally did it!!

Exp that it was on my school acc and there was no way to move it to my personal acc.. (Yes, I did straight-up remake the whole thing. It took a few hours.) But I got it done anyways and was able to post it! =D

Now, HeadSpace House is (If you say it before or guessed from the title) About plurality! It's actually about the inside of a girl's head and her headspace and her "Alters" (Typically referred to as the voices-) and their life! = )

It's 100% based off of real life. My life. And I personally LOVE it (I'm biased towards my own work. Who woulda guessed-) I just really hope that you (And all of Tumblr) Likes this little thing I've created, all based on actual things that happened, Or the actual event that happened, no editing.. I really hope that you enjoy it!!!!!!!!! = )

sites.google.com

HeadSpace House

This is basically a story / series about a girl (Claire) who has a ton of voices in her head and about their interactions and their life! Mo

Btw: For updates on this website go follow: @headspacehouseofficial (My other acc!!)

Mindscape - The Firelight Woods

A deciduous wood that changes distinctly in each season. From pastels in spring with vibrant flowers, to a deep green in summer, to shades of yellows, oranges, reds and browns in fall, finally to dark tree trunks contrasted in frosty white snow. All throughout the year, fireflies can be seen dancing and weaving through the trees at night fall, creating a beautiful display.

This is the clearing where Theodore and I sit and watch said fireflies.

Sometimes I hate being plural, I wasn't fronting this morning and one of these fuckers in my head ate the last slice of my cake 😭

Oh no I've decided to start working on my Phantom of the Opera retellings again, I have things to dooooo 😭

Transferian

A transferian system (AKA katamaric or amalgamic) is a median system where the facets "come and go". The core idea of transferians is that the facet(s) eventually become the host of the system, and while the old host leaves, it may leave fragments of its personality. The new host, taking on the role not only inherits the traits of former hosts but also adds their own traits.

Some traits of former hosts may be lost to time, but it's not permanent as they can be reintroduced by a facet that happens to have a similar aspect.

Note: While this term was coined with medians in mind, this is not a strictly exclusive term.

also on pluralpedia! (alt text embedded)

don’t you know that I’M the only one who can satisfy you in this way? the only one who could quench that deep, growing need to take control? the only one you let close, the only one you let lie in your bed at night?

i’m the only one.

he may be this..this manipulative, god-status-having figure. but i am nothing if not a willing devotee, offering up my heart, body, mind and soul.

「★」 TO THE MOON, AND NEVER BACK . . .

all likes and followings will come from @vulpes-ventricle

⟢ hello and welcome to my “secret” space .ᐟ

you can call me curly! this is my source memory-based, yearning-based account.

i want to say that everything talked about on this blog is SAFE, SANE, and CONSENSUAL. nothing i’ve done in the past, and nothing i’ve written about, was outside of my own volition.

if you are uncomfortable with any of the following . . . ⇒ Curly x Jimmy ⇒ “doomed”, or toxic relationships ⇒ co-dependency ⇒ alters/headmates who AREN’T source separated ⇒ NSFW concepts ⇒ obsession-themed romance ⇒ manipulation . . . then you probably won’t enjoy this blog.

⟢ ABOUT ME .ᐟ

Captain Grant Curly 𓏵 ageless (appears 30s) 𓏵 he/him/his 𓏵 cisgender male 𓏵 bisexual

⟢ TAGS .ᐟ

⭐️// depraved mind ⤷ “trigger warning” posts ⭐️// lovesick letters ⤷ romantic / obsession themed ⭐️// cherry rose tinted ⤷ directed posts ⭐️// vulpes_ventricle ⤷ system-based ⭐️// the moon is quiet ⤷ source memories ⭐️// captain approves ⤷ reblogs ⭐️// captain is speaking ⤷ any and all original posts

It may be dark where I am but atleast I'm not alone

Can someone helo me figure out what do you call a headmate that is stuck between being a kintype and a headmate?

It's not median i'm looking for, it was a soecific word used solely for that and I found out it was a thing like yesterday and I already lost the oroginal post it was mentioned and I CANNOT REMEMBER SHIT. help.

You could do collages, sculptures, paper dolls/origami.

If you want something that takes 0 skill and effort, I used to find other people's art or pictures and assemble parts of them together to try and take a glimpse of what I looked like and then after doing so I would either trace it or would draw it from scratch as well. It is a good visual guide to help you figure out your looks HOWEVER i only reccomend this for personal private use to use as a visual guide for art, either be something you will draw or something you will comission. It's essentially what AI does but in this case you woukd know where and from who the art is from and you wouldn't be kilking the planet nor proffiting off of people's hard work or helping a corpoation and billionaires do so.

Other options that I reccomend:

- Everskies

- That pokemon mashup thing

- Feral Hearts

- IMVU is WONDERFUL for that

- Second life is wonderful as well and there are many many free items unlike IMVU

- Use Vroid to create a model it's essentially a 3d dress up game but you can use it for animation, vr, and may other games that support the vrm file formats

- Use MMD

- Make a sculpture

- Literally any game or avatar maker

- Guild wars 2

- Chimeraland is wonderful and its both for pc and mobile

- Coloring pages that look like you, I recommend www.annestokes.com

- Ask your artist friend for an art piece if yourself as a birthday gift or christmas gift or something?

- Some artists will gladly do requests if you really dont have any money.

Good alternatives to generative AI that allow you to represent yourself without supporting corporate art theft

Picrew and other dress up games.

F2u bases.

Heroforge tabletop minifigure maker

Ponytowns avatar customization feature

Certain roblox games.

Emuferal, an emulator of the shutdown game fer.al

Or draw, your art doesn't have to be good to represent you!

Commission someone (if you have the money)

Please feel free to add to this list.

it's because they are :> <3

Headmate who (with much love in his heart) calls the others losers

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sometimes it feels like I peaked when I was 10,

i mean what, no I guess I was allso literally dropped on my head lel

transbraindamaged

a flag for people who are transbraindamaged. I'm sure this has already been made before, so take it as a recoin.

If I make this blog a manual for how to stalk, manipulate and kidnap me maybe I'll finally meet the love of my life

∆ ««« System Overview

We're the L-System ("Leo" or "Lilly"), pychotic incel faggot-tranny loser (he/him, any).

We have relationships between system members (4-8, on&off for at least 4 years). feel free to ask us about it

We tried dating externally many times but it never worked. We're too much of a freak for normies and we never felt properly bonding with anyone else. i really just want to obsessively fall in love with a cutely controlling/manipulative boyfriend-girlfriend, is that too much to ask?!

»»» ∆ TransIDs and MUDs

Our body is an adult and our system and subsystems consists of 12 main alters, . : we're transitioning to psychotic and delusional with weed and adderall. : it feels nice when ppl online encourage us 🥺

cisids: autism, adhd, cptsd, ptsd, bpd, npd

Our transid list is always changing so some of these might change, altho others definitely won't.

radqueer, gay, genderfuck, aro/ace, transage, permahigh, permastoned, permadrugged, permateen, sex doll, prey, victim,

transharmed, transpsychotic, transdelusional, transamputee (?), transdentures, transabusevictim, transforcedsh, transsuibait, transed, transanorexia, transana, (corpse) )

We also experience "some" MUDs:

• Mirror Infatuation Identity Disorder

« ∆ » Other labels

Some of us identify with the labels retard, faggot, cripple and probably some other ableist slurs that I forgot rn.

DMs and asks open if u really wanna know. pls be nice 🥺

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(fuck nazis transphobes sexists racists etc etc)

bf and I are doing movie night and we're both so giddy about it uwu

we put up a mirror next to our seat so we can turn to each other to make jokes and it feels validating as fuck,,

"Get angry at #Thing so I dont have to think about it" is just so stupidly textbook behavior, I feel sorry for people like this online,

Victims of social media honestly more than anything else. Annoying cuntwads nonetheless.

Fuck it. Go have fun with your system. People tell you that you're roleplaying because you have odd/cringe experiences? Fuck them. Your experiences are real. And regardless, roleplay is available to everyone and is a fun past time, even if you ARE roleplaying about your system. Go system hop, date your headmates, get overt with it, obsess about interests (which if you're an introject, may be yourself). Life is too short to be worried about haters hating on you. What are they gonna do? Send a hate anon? Ohh I'm so scared~

We started dating again and I'm his phone wallpaper 🥺🥺

wondering if the #pro delusional community still exists somewhere

anti-endo logic: endogenic systems don't exist, quick, bully them until they develop enough trauma to become a REAL plural

i just wanna say i love my headmate boyfriend very much >:3

"You must have trauma to be a system"

"You must have dysphoria to be trans"

Skillfully avoiding a bingo it seems

edit: OH SHIT i realized since last night someone fake-claimed me :D :D but still doesn't get me a bingo :(

To anybody who likes bingos :)) - Unknown

woaaah we hadn't heard of these terms yet. that's really useful.

thinking, we do feel kinda cephaconscious actually, it's sometimes hard to tell who's fronting and it took us forever to develop the inner tools to figure out who's who and who said what

Here's to cephaconscious systems!

Usually, systems fall under monoconscious (having one collective consciousness), or polyconscious (each headmate having their own consciousness). However, this isn't always the case!

Cephaconscious is defined as a system that has "fluid, monoconscious-like switching, but members of the system who are not in front have their own, separate consciousness in headspace/are polyconscious in headspace" [via Pluralpedia].

Shoutout to cephaconscious systems who:

Have a hard time telling who's fronting due to the way they switch

Blur more frequently than other systems

Have difficulties accessing headspace, or needing lots of effort to go to the innerworld

Feel like they "become" the person they're switching with

And any other cephaconscious experience I may have missed!

Having an uncommon consciousness type is super cool! You're so, so loved and unique! The plural community supports you, always!

Don't forget to be yourself today!

🖤💜💙💚💛

Yelling "honey, I'm home!" into headspace after coming from a long work day and feeling a hug shortly after :3

We usually say everything pre-realization is the hosts memories but the reality is that we can actually pin point certain memories and name who lived them. Before we knew we were a system fictives still experienced source memories, and when we were waaay younger we literally talked about having a 'sister in my head'

My point here is that this is true, the disorder does not form when you realize you have it

As a reminder:

We were not fully aware of being a system until around 2015-2016. I was around 19 years old (I think). And that’s absolutely valid - this disorder is made to be covert.

But becoming aware of your system =\= it forming. Your system forms from childhood trauma. Becoming aware of it later in life doesn’t erase the other aspects of OSDDID, such as the dissociative amnesia and impact OSDDID has on your identity.

its so nice to take a break from fronting all the time. im always so much more relaxed when i come back.

its great and i really have to do it more.

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-air of wings