Rqc 🍓🌈 - Blog Posts

need a big bro to take out his anger on me, punch out some teeth,, then give me a big hug, tell me it won't happen again (it will), tell me how much cuter I am without the teeth i just lost, let's do it again

fuck I'm feeling obedient rn, probably good theres no freaks in my DMs I wouldn't be able to control myself

sometimes it feels like I peaked when I was 10,

i mean what, no I guess I was allso literally dropped on my head lel

transbraindamaged

a flag for people who are transbraindamaged. I'm sure this has already been made before, so take it as a recoin.

If I make this blog a manual for how to stalk, manipulate and kidnap me maybe I'll finally meet the love of my life

∆ ««« System Overview

We're the L-System ("Leo" or "Lilly"), pychotic incel faggot-tranny loser (he/him, any).

We have relationships between system members (4-8, on&off for at least 4 years). feel free to ask us about it

We tried dating externally many times but it never worked. We're too much of a freak for normies and we never felt properly bonding with anyone else. i really just want to obsessively fall in love with a cutely controlling/manipulative boyfriend-girlfriend, is that too much to ask?!

»»» ∆ TransIDs and MUDs

Our body is an adult and our system and subsystems consists of 12 main alters, . : we're transitioning to psychotic and delusional with weed and adderall. : it feels nice when ppl online encourage us 🥺

cisids: autism, adhd, cptsd, ptsd, bpd, npd

Our transid list is always changing so some of these might change, altho others definitely won't.

radqueer, gay, genderfuck, aro/ace, transage, permahigh, permastoned, permadrugged, permateen, sex doll, prey, victim,

transharmed, transpsychotic, transdelusional, transamputee (?), transdentures, transabusevictim, transforcedsh, transsuibait, transed, transanorexia, transana, (corpse) )

We also experience "some" MUDs:

• Mirror Infatuation Identity Disorder

« ∆ » Other labels

Some of us identify with the labels retard, faggot, cripple and probably some other ableist slurs that I forgot rn.

DMs and asks open if u really wanna know. pls be nice 🥺

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(fuck nazis transphobes sexists racists etc etc)

i fucking hate that I can barely make a cut in my arm without passing out t_t

I'm sure I could push myself further but just have zero willpower. I'm so pathetic I think I need someone forceful to make me fall in love with the pain and self harm in particular

transharmed culture is wishing you had bigger pain tolerance :(

Transharm culture is...

please!!!!

I need to be encouraged to get worse, encourage me to get higher, take stronger substances, take more, get drunk, cvt more, make me destroy myself more then I already am, encourage me to just be the destructive little fuckhead I am