And in the fault of our reality
I wished nothing more than
to be able to watch you smile
for the rest of my life...
MSI
<Forever>
— Sylvia Plath, quoting an acquaintance in ‘The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath’
The Daily News and The Independent, Santa Barbara, California, November 12, 1918
please.
― Andrei Tarkovsky, from Sculpting in Time
You asked,
What is the scariest part?
I answer;
the scariest part is not the feeling of loneliness
or the darkness that fills you
despite the looming pain
of emptiness
The scariest part
is the realization
that you have lost yourself
completely
sinking in as you lay awake
At 2am
because you lost the ability to sleep
and you can’t even cry
because you don’t even care.
A.D.H
Andrea Gibson
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you’re not alone in the universe. at the very least, you have libraries, flowers, strawberries, poetry, stars, and the moon.
The truth is none of us want to be adults..