damn ive only been back for like an hour and im already going insane
i cant ebreather and it hurts nad it hurt s why am i ufkcing like thi si should die
i cant do thisss
im so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry
i need helppp
what if i start a suicide chain
i need to like. die
dying would fix me
hangingggg my loveeeeeee
things are easier when im dying
i should get worse again
Inside you there are two wolves…
me when my mental illnesses actually affect my relationships negatively:
screams in empathy and sympathy issues
sh culture is being disappointed at the realization your blade is dull and feeling like your thighs do not have the right to be hurting right now because it barely even bled
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everything is self harm if you try hard enough
Sh culture is properly taking care of it for once, and realizing how much less noticeable the scar is, and then not wanting to take care of them properly bc of that
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i just wanna cut and then die immediately after
“Why do I get no asks or anons???”
Gives the most lazy shit uninteresting responses ever
I am a lazy shitty uninteresting girl. Sorry if that isn’t ur thing
I’m forcing people to be friends with me
Are any of you disgusted and sick of me yet?
I’m so horrible
Dr Ignoreitandhopeitgoesaway does make some good points
im so pissed because i didnt even post any pics or anything, all i did was post pictures of my HEALED SCARS and bitch ass tumblr still fucking nuked me
damn im a bad person lmaooo
negative affirmations
I can be worse
I still have time to fuck things up
I can kms any time I want
i really am a bad bad person
did anyone else want to be hurt as a kid???
like grievously injured so that ppl would care for you and think about you and wonder if ur doing okay
They should invent a not being exhausted
Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better
Sometimes I look at some cvtspo pics and feel like a loser because my scars are nothing compared to these people. Like I need to cut myself better, deeper, messier. I need to look exactly like that one picture I've seen.