Latest Posts by venting-intothevoid - Page 2
…iiii cannnnnn try?
Plan A: transition, marry my bf, get better at writing and turn it into a job
Plan B:
how on earth can people abuse kids? bro this little thing is the size of your leg. what the hell is wrong with you
sometimes i wonder why i even bother with writing lol
“Yay okay I’m finally done with band I’m gonna go home and read fan fiction and then sleep it’s gonna be great :3”
My ears:
How the idea of randomly posting a goodbye message and offing myself starts to feel past 12 pm
“Oh I’m so excited for my friends birthday pool party!”
My arms/shoulders: 😈
I love how this entire acc is a cry for help but as soon as someone notices and tries to talk about it my brain just completely shuts down
Why can I not stop fuxking thinking about it nothing even happened today oh my god what he fuck
Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.
Depression Hotline:1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline:1-800-784-8433
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Trevor Project:1-866-488-7386
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Runaway:1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale:After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
Child Abuse:1-800-422-4453
UK Helplines:
Samaritans (for any problem):08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org
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b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders):08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)
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suicide hotlines;
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Suddenly feeling kknda spacey and zoned out yippe
who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am i who the fuck am I who the fuck—
Realized today that I jsut genuinely do not remember the majority of my childhood (…only stuff I remember is trauma tbh)
Most of the happy shit that I know happened was what I’ve been told happened
Do I have any recollection of that??? Noooo
genuinely what the fuck is the point
“Oh I’m so excited for my friends birthday pool party!”
My arms/shoulders: 😈
A relapse doesn’t erase the progress you made by staying clean.
If you’ve been clean for a day, I’m proud of you.
If you’ve been clean for a week, I’m proud of you.
If you’ve been clean for a month, I’m proud of you.
If you’ve been clean for longer, I’m proud of you.
If you relapsed after being clean for a while, I’m proud of you for staying clean however long you did. A relapse isn’t the end of the world. I’m still proud of you for everything you did to try to stay clean.
If you have tried to stay clean and failed, I’m proud of you for trying. It’s hard, I know. Don’t give up. I’m proud of you.
No matter what, I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for everything. I’m proud of you for being alive right now. Don’t say you don’t deserve this, because you do. You very much do.
Thank you for existing.
when is it my turn to not be exhausted and in pain 24/7 tho
„Suicide is selfish“ let me be selfish for once in my life.
I don’t know how we’re letting trump get away with all this shit when I truly believe that if you threw a blanket over his head he would think it was nighttime and go to sleep like a bird
sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time
negative affirmations
I can be worse
I still have time to fuck things up
I can kms any time I want
If you had a child by choice, you:
signed up for an autistic child
signed up for a trans child
signed up for a lgbq+ child
signed up for a mentally ill child
signed up for a disabled child
signed up for a child with "conditions"
signed up for a rebellious child
signed up for a kid. in any way, shape, or form of being, it's your child, and you signed up for it.
And you are not:
the victim in any of these fucking situations for gods sake
When you sit next to a classmate bc there are no other free seats and they scoot away the second they see you
Like damn I’m sorry I’m so fucking revolting that u can’t even be near me for five minutes
*screaming*
WHY DID I DO THIS I DON'T WANNA DO HW FFFFFFUCKKKK IT
Thank you my friend <3
I’m not allowed to go to therapy and i needed a void to scream into so this blog came to be
About me
- he/him
- I’m a minor, nsfw blogs fuck off
- I’m not as emo as i seem (usually)
Asks are open for vents or advice (tho I might not always be able to give it, I’m here if you wanna talk)
Gonna tag triggers as best I can but lmk if I miss one ever pls
Gonna go eat even tho ik it’s gonna make me wanna throw up
Yippee
Ok so when I act ‘normal’ I’m not autistic bc I show no signs of it but when I do ‘act autistic’ I’m possessed by a demon.
Right.
i must not kill myself . killing myself is the myself killer