Latest Posts by zerocherrylvr - Page 6
I can’t live like this anymore.
I deleted tumblr for the week because my phone had no storage but I’m back now.
I’ve had the worst time. It’s bad enough I was demotivated after getting t-worded but im actually so done.
Two months. Two fucking months in a plateau.
I caved. I weighed in. I knew it wouldn’t be completely accurate because I haven’t pooped in days, I’ve eaten today and I had chippy the day before, so it’d be high in sodium, but to see the scale jump up FIVE LBS since the pre-October weigh in was horrible. Last time I hit a lw was the last week of August. This isn’t fair.
Why am I putting my body through hell when all I get is no fucking energy, being sad all the time, JUST TO GET FUCKING FATTER!?
I count every calorie, I stress over everything, I’ve lied to my family and done everything I can just to gain weight even though I’ve been in a deficit on average of 500 cals a day(I take metab days but my deficit on other days evens it out). I should have lost like 8lbs since August but I haven’t.
And to make it all worse my parents caught me skipping lunch during school. So now they’re like stalking me to make sure I eat lunch, making me eat higher calorie dinners, and banning zero calorie drinks from me. There’s nothing I can do anymore. What do I do?
Doing a 28hr fast because I’m having a kebab later. I’m exhausted though and I have school. Anyone got tips on getting energy during a fast? I used to be able to fast for 56hrs what happened to me😔 also I’m not tired because of fasting I’m just tired in general
I swear if I’m not at my ugw by new year
Me when my 3d gives me symptoms of an 3d:
"The d1s0rd3r with the highest m0rtality rate is slowly k*lling me??? Whaaaaaa???? Nah no way, I'm built different."
Seriously regretting not making a backup account before getting t-worded😭😭 nobody’s seeing my stuff anyway but I was dietcherrylvr🙏🙏
Like a scratch record…
Gonna cry I can’t believe i got banned😭
Guys help! My old account got t-worded😭 can yall reblog to help me get my moots back? I was @dietcherrylvr