Fascinated by the broken. Possibly a bit of a sadist but in a good way. 52M 18+ Only. Minors DNI. DMs open. All the trigger warnings some hypno, trancy & corruption stuff and lots of dark kinks. Formerly omgwoolybully, &2
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Sometimes it is the little things
They say that all good things cum to an end... Fortunately you will never be quite THAT good... Listen lovingly Edge endlessly Obey openly Obedience is Pleasure Enslavement is Bliss Slip on a pair...and slip deeper under My spell
At first I thought that edging was just a silly game, but now I can see the effects that it has on me.
Thanks to Tumblr I started edging on my knees, on the floor with my tongue out, all naked, drooling and humiliating myself.
This is making me more and more depraved, and I’m starting to like kinks that I used to find disgusting.
It actually makes me feel dumber, my head feels all fuzzy and there is always a part of me that is thinking about edging. I’m constantly leaking and getting wet, so wet that I can feel my wetness ruining my panties.
I think Im getting dirtier and sluttier every day, and its so fucking hot
Yes, baby.
Yes, it’s possible to learn to like anal. To love the feeling of being stretched there, being filled. To crave it.
But I don’t want that, baby.
I want you to hate it every single time.
I want you to cry while I fuck your ass, I want you to beg me not to and promise anything and everything just so I won’t do it again.
I want it to be my favorite hole anyway.
Will you do that for me, baby?
it is so rewarding to turn a very smart woman into a stupid, edge addicted girl. she truly is capable of amazing things and i have watched her achieve great heights but she readily throws that off to the side to be a mindless whore for me<3
I want someone to hurt me. I like pain, yes. But it's knowing that someone *wants* to hurt me, that my pain arouses them, that they are pleased by my suffering. That's the sexiest thing.
Tell me that I make cute noises when you hit me.
Tell me that my tears make turn you on.
Tell me that I'm so pretty when I'm afraid.
Sometimes, pin me down or tie me up so that I can't escape the torture.
Sometimes command me to take it using my own discipline to stay still.
Give me the opportunity to prove my devotion by suffering for you.
I promise, I'll be a good girl.
you know it’s funny, i’ve done a lot of humiliating things. i’ve submitted to strangers online. i’ve tortured myself for the amusements of others. i’ve pissed myself. i’ve made myself dumber and more desperate on purpose.
but the most humiliating thing that i can do is what i’m doing right now — admit that as much as i wish i was more, that i was better than this, i’m not. i can’t keep away no matter how hard i try. i will always have this craving to be humiliated and degraded. the thought of being used and abused will always make me ache and drip, even if it disgusts my rational mind.
i’m a dumb desperate slut with a broken mind. and i love it.
Hi sir, I’m still a little shy to reach out but I find myself periodically edging myself to your blog. Even at uni I’ll sneak off to the bathroom and what starts as an innocent check to see if you’ve posted turns into an edge which has me clenching my thighs in the lectures after, until I ca get home and edge some more.
It’s even worse now that I’ve bought myself one of those remote toys, which buzz at just the lowest setting to keep me on edge for hours, it’s so frustrating.
I feel even more frustrated than ever, and I hope you don’t mind me using you for permission, there’s something delicious about giving control of my orgasms to a total stranger who fulfils my every fantasy… can I please cum sir? I’ve been so good and followed your instructions from the last message I sent.
-R💕
Such a good toy! It seems like edging yourself feels so right. Bask in the feeling. Let the chemicals produced by your body from rubbing and edging flood your brain… building new synapses & neural pathways. Are you sure you want to cum?
I’m face-down ass-up on the floor in front of him, like I have been for the last hour while he watches TV. He takes a last mouthful of his beer and casually pushes the bottle inside me, working it as far into my cunt as it will go and laughing at how stupid I look. I moan and start to rock my hips and he stops. ‘Jesus, you’re actually enjoying this? You’re so fucking pathetic.’ He pulls it out and holds my pussy open, empty, desperate. He spits in it, slaps my clit, then stands and leaves the room. I hear him getting another beer. It’s going to be a long night.
I enjoy your conundrum...
You so often feel gross after cumming.. you tell yourself that you won’t rub your cunt to that sick depraved porn or fantasies anymore..
You come back every time anyway because you can’t resist. Wet and desperate is who you are. It is how you should be.
Good girls denied do the cutest most degrading things.
Does an older gentleman making you put on nipple clamps with little bells on them while you rub and edge yourself silly for his amusement sound hot to you?
“Humiliating isn’t it. Being told to lay there and hump the air while I watch. You’re doing all the right movements to feel the pleasure of someone fucking you. Making all the right noises, all the right faces. But, you don’t feel any pleasure. Your mind knows it should be feeling the wonderful sensations of a cock pumping in and out of you, but your body is being starved of it. Keep going. Keep imagining how good that feels in your head. Loose yourself in that fantasy of pleasure. Keep humping the air until your leggings are soaked through and then walk around the rest of the day knowing that your pussy is so starved of pleasure, so denied. That you don’t even need stimulation to get all worked up.”
(based on a real conversation I had with someone where they made me hump the air relentlessly)
I want someone to hurt me. I like pain, yes. But it's knowing that someone *wants* to hurt me, that my pain arouses them, that they are pleased by my suffering. That's the sexiest thing.
Tell me that I make cute noises when you hit me.
Tell me that my tears make turn you on.
Tell me that I'm so pretty when I'm afraid.
Sometimes, pin me down or tie me up so that I can't escape the torture.
Sometimes command me to take it using my own discipline to stay still.
Give me the opportunity to prove my devotion by suffering for you.
I promise, I'll be a good girl.
it is so rewarding to turn a very smart woman into a stupid, edge addicted girl. she truly is capable of amazing things and i have watched her achieve great heights but she readily throws that off to the side to be a mindless whore for me<3
god grant me the serenity to eroticize what i cannot change
Yes, baby.
Yes, it’s possible to learn to like anal. To love the feeling of being stretched there, being filled. To crave it.
But I don’t want that, baby.
I want you to hate it every single time.
I want you to cry while I fuck your ass, I want you to beg me not to and promise anything and everything just so I won’t do it again.
I want it to be my favorite hole anyway.
Will you do that for me, baby?
Hi sir, I’m still a little shy to reach out but I find myself periodically edging myself to your blog. Even at uni I’ll sneak off to the bathroom and what starts as an innocent check to see if you’ve posted turns into an edge which has me clenching my thighs in the lectures after, until I ca get home and edge some more.
It’s even worse now that I’ve bought myself one of those remote toys, which buzz at just the lowest setting to keep me on edge for hours, it’s so frustrating.
I feel even more frustrated than ever, and I hope you don’t mind me using you for permission, there’s something delicious about giving control of my orgasms to a total stranger who fulfils my every fantasy… can I please cum sir? I’ve been so good and followed your instructions from the last message I sent.
-R💕
Such a good toy! It seems like edging yourself feels so right. Bask in the feeling. Let the chemicals produced by your body from rubbing and edging flood your brain… building new synapses & neural pathways. Are you sure you want to cum?
before my bf comes home from work i
- edge to make sure im in the right state of mind to be a good fucktoy
- put a plug in my asshole so it’s ready if he wants to use it
- make the bed and clean the kitchen so he doesn’t have to
- shower, do my make up pretty, and pick out a tiny outfit
- edge again until he’s home
tada! how to make your man happy
“Beg me not to let you cum, slut”
“Tell me you don’t want to cum”
“Tell me what you are?” “A good girl” “And what don’t good girls do?” “Good girls don’t cum, Sir”
“Beg me to not let you have any relief. Convince me that an orgasm is the last thing you want”
“Tell me all the reasons why you don’t want to cum, whore”
Nothing gets me horny and desperate to cum than having to edge relentlessly and say that I don’t want to
Good girls edge over the nastiest and grossest porn they can find. It doesn’t matter how bad they’re gonna fry their brains. They just need to keep rubbing over and over until their brains leak out of their ears.
Hi sir - I’ve been edging for the past few weeks and reading your posts but I have no one to use me… do I keep edging until the right man comes along?
Basically… I’m asking for permission to cum because I’ve been edging for weeks and it’s all I can think about, even now my clit is throbbing and pussy is clenching around nothing just thinking about cumming. I’ve had no release and it’s all I can think about.
Please let me know what I can do, I’m desperate for some sort of guidance or instruction :((
-R💕
Good toy for reaching out!
Isn’t it delicious maintaining this state of heightened sexual tension? Shaping your daydreams.. permeating your mind… making your life more fun… creating intrigue… being complicit in your own bliss.
Rub more, edge more, goon more until you have permission. Let the feelings driven by your desire wash over your brain and savor it.
The short answer is yes. Keep edging until you have permission from a man. Some enjoy making posts and having their orgasms somewhat controlled by followers, which can be fun. Or it could be a rl or an online partner. As long as it’s someone you enjoy interacting with and trust to maintain your boundaries and help guide you in just the right ways that drive your desire. If you would like me to give guidance and perhaps permission, feel free to reach out directly as opposed to anon and we can see if it is a good fit.
Enjoy yourself, have fun, be safe and good luck!
walking around the house trying to do normal things with my clit clamped 😭 it hurts and hearing the bell jingle anytime I move is so embarrassingffff
I'm having difficulty denying myself for more than a few days, but I know good girls should edge. Do you have any advice or tasks?
It's great you are interested in exploring a heightened experience that typically may only be achieved with some denial.. You deserve a lot of credit for reaching out... So thats good! There are a few ways to help but it seems like the easiest is to have a partner who can help you.. Someone you trust that can give some guidance. It's a big difference having the accountability.
Feel free to reach out & good luck!
Think about how it feels when the head of his cock pops into your tight, unfucked asshole for the first time. For you, the stretching your hole is forced to do is so painful it can bring you to tears. But for him, his cock is being squeezed and stroked in a way he can't achieve without you. He feels intense pleasure and the desire to push his cock deeper and deeper. This is a natural example of why his pleasure comes before yours.
Think about how your first reaction to his cock invading your asshole is to tense up, tighten your hole even more, cry and beg him to stop, "no please it hurts." Your crying about your pain just makes his cock harder, grow bigger inside the hole he already barely fits inside, makes him want to fuck you harder and deeper in spite of your pain. This is a natural example of why his pleasure comes before yours.
Because you can't help but cry and beg for mercy, and he can't help spreading your ass open as much as he can and pushing his cock deeper inside. Both of you are just doing what you're naturally programmed to do. He fucks, you get fucked.
In spite of the pain coming from your now stretched and pounded asshole, your empty pussy is literally dripping with need. To you, it's begging for him to fuck it instead of your ass but to him, it's confirmation that you love how he's changing your new fuckhole forever. He can choose to give you some of his pleasure, play with your swollen clit to help you relax and find the joy in being an anal slut. But this is his choice, and this is a natural example of why his pleasure comes before yours.
And eventually, you learn that it really does feel good when he forces the length of his cock up your ass. You feel full, useful, needed. He needs to fuck your asshole and you need to let him. This is your natural place.
A good girl knows that she needs to edge. She knows that she needs to edge as much as she possibly can, and stay as frustrated and horny as humanly possible. She knows this because she knows one very important thing:
sex isn’t for her. It’s for the people who use her. And all of that edging, all of that work to bring herself to incredible levels of frustration and arousal are rendered moot the moment that she lets herself cum. Yes, an orgasm brings with it satisfaction and contentment, and it’s for those exact reasons that a good girl knows better. Because, after all, if she isn’t worked up… if she isn’t frustrated, and her cunt isn’t constantly yanking her attention back down to it, she runs the risk of forgetting one very important thing:
good girls exist to be used. And if she lets herself cum, she loses her edge. She loses all that pent up frustration and need. She loses her need to be used. But, she knows better.
i wanna be invited to a sex party, only to be tied up as soon as i arrive to serve as lube dispenser. someone positions a bowl underneath my already dripping pussy to catch any excess juices while another man shoves a vibrator against my clit, bringing me right to the edge before stopping, sliding his hand down over my pussy. i wince as he suddenly pushes three fingers in, nodding in approval as he uses my slick to lube up someone's ass.
for the rest of the night i am edged continuously, with people using my dripping pussy to lube up their dicks, toys, fists, or anything they find fun to insert in me. it's never fucking; the only stimulation i get is just slow, almost clinical insertion and exertion. sometimes not even that, only using the bowl under my legs as i beg them to fuck me, please. i try to clench around their dicks, to shake my hips, but they are not here to fuck me. i am just an object to them, an edgeslut so ruined this is the only way i can be useful.